Roll Call 172

Yeah there goes the work I was supposed to do... Oh well.

Invega Sustenna 150mg/3 weeks

Morning
Vyvanse 50mg, atenolol 50mg, minocycline 100mg, vitamin D 1000iu, fish oil, vitamin C 1000mg, Ashwagandha 1g, phenibut, coffee, fungi microdose 500mg.

Night
Zopiclone 7.5mg, atenolol 50mg, olanzepine 5mg

PRN diazepam 2.5mg/alprazolam ~mg

Updated! Much better than before.. I cut out 6 things that I don't need.

Any comments are welcome...

I'm surprise i'm not dead yet

Yeah same

So at least we're in that same realm of being alive past our death due date.

I'm like a cat I have 9 lives....

Des ni, I must say, the fewer the better possibly.

My little friend is nice to me.

On a better note, I just wrote a plot and some story for my novel for the beginning and middle.

Power out here. So weird. Post-apocalyptic thing goin' on or something.

Hope it’s not too hot....

Suddenly I’m awake and hungry for pizza we don’t have.....

Morning.

I’ve been dealing with more anxiety and stress lately. So much so, I’ve forgotten my meds 2x in the past week.

I found this app tho on VR called Tripp. It’s a scientifically made app to help you calm down from anxiety. Also, to help you focus/refocus. Plus other things. It asks you how you feel before and after the visuals, which are kaleidoscopic type visuals, plus interactions where you use your head as the pointer/lead in the visuals instead of your controllers. It’s a meditative app. Before I rated myself 5 out of 10 with 10 being I feel excellent. After, i rated myself an 8. So it said I have a 30 percent increase in my mood.

Stuck my finger in my ear and was like dried blood. It’s too early to be googling symptoms on google. I have enough anxiety as it is and I only been up 1 hour.

I refused to wait for my test scores. So I have enrolled in the waiting list for expo, even tho it started on Monday (registration).

Manic. Not good.

Hugs ...........

Just make sure to know the dates you can withdraw without needing to pay.

Ok for sure!

My dad is coming over. I hope he brings mufffins. So hungry.

Stressed because of grad school. I can't get anything done even though I have all the time in the world... Feeling like kind of a failure...

It’s hard if things become like overwhelming so maybe cut them up into bite size packages.....like today I’ll do 1-2 hours of X

I talked to my pharmacist and she said the metformin I'm on is the regular release and therefore can be crushed. So I crushed my morning dose today with some apple sauce

Finding it hard to study for my second exam. Basically the whole course is to see if you can write an essay. So like... at this point I can either write one or not? I guess there’s also a portion about common mistakes so I’ll focus on that I guess.

I’m bored

Course drop dead line for full refund is September 8.

I can’t believe I’ll be taking a class at Harvard.