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cogladaid · Mar 10, 2021 at 04:22 PM

Waiting to get my blood test for lithium done. I hope I pass.

cogladaid · Mar 10, 2021 at 04:26 PM

Ever since I was a kid I always felt I was weird and there was something different about me but I could never pin point it. I’ve had OCD stuff since I was a kid, and probably depression as a teenager. In my 20s I started having mood episodes and psychosis.

It almost was a relief to get a diagnosis to put a label on my weirdness.

Blue_Bird · Mar 10, 2021 at 04:39 PM

My therapist mentioned a medication called saphris. She’s gonna talk to my pdoc and if she says it’s okay and my insurance approves it then we’ll try that. If not then it will be the clozaril.

She says she has a couple clients on it that it helps a lot (the saphris)

Desoxyn · Mar 10, 2021 at 04:41 PM

Just normal Google searches for me lol;

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WastingAsparagus · Mar 10, 2021 at 04:47 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

My therapist mentioned a medication called saphris. She’s gonna talk to my pdoc and if she says it’s okay and my insurance approves it then we’ll try that. If not then it will be the clozaril.

She says she has a couple clients on it that it helps a lot (the saphris)

I want clozapine too. Honestly, I feel like it's my last resort.

WastingAsparagus · Mar 10, 2021 at 04:48 PM

I signed up to volunteer for English teaching but I do not feel like doing it.

WastingAsparagus · Mar 10, 2021 at 04:49 PM

Also I called my pdoc. Hope she responds soon!

Blue_Bird · Mar 10, 2021 at 05:03 PM

My therapist said I did a good job for taking the trash out today. Lol. She wants me to start working on getting outside more even if it’s just for little bits like that since I’m getting myself into this agoraphobic mode from staying in all the time

newtus · Mar 10, 2021 at 05:09 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

I signed up to volunteer for English teaching but I do not feel like doing it.

But why did you sign up then?

It’s ok to say no to things sometimes.

WastingAsparagus · Mar 10, 2021 at 05:11 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

But why did you sign up then?

It’s ok to say no to things sometimes.

I'm a sack of garbage that's why.

Sorry, no I'm just in a terrible mood.

I think I'll probably just ask to see if my student can begin next week instead of today.

newtus · Mar 10, 2021 at 05:14 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

I'm a sack of garbage that's why.

Sorry, no I'm just in a terrible mood.

I think I'll probably just ask to see if my student can begin next week instead of today.

I’m sorry I didn’t mean to make u upset. I apologize. I was just saying, it’s ok to say no to things sometimes and focus on yourself. It’s ok to slow down from time to time.

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 10, 2021 at 05:19 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

I signed up to volunteer for English teaching but I do not feel like doing it.

Anxiety? I get this for work and even fun stuff sometimes.

WastingAsparagus · Mar 10, 2021 at 06:13 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I’m sorry I didn’t mean to make u upset. I apologize. I was just saying, it’s ok to say no to things sometimes and focus on yourself. It’s ok to slow down from time to time.

I'm sorry Newtus, I didn't mean it to insult you.

I am just really frustrated and I take it out on others sometimes. Sorry.

WastingAsparagus · Mar 10, 2021 at 06:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Anxiety? I get this for work and even fun stuff sometimes.

Yeah I think it is just that.

newtus · Mar 10, 2021 at 06:14 PM

Watching a live kitten cam on Twitch

12AM · Mar 10, 2021 at 07:05 PM

It was raining all night, I’m freezing 🥶

12AM · 07:24 PM

I’m thinking about getting my sister a ukulele next month, she’s good with music unlike me. Soprano seems nice

cogladaid · Mar 10, 2021 at 07:25 PM

Bit of hypomanic spending. Went to the rock store and bought some crystals. Went to Winners and bought some stuff. I was talking a lot and my sister took me aside and asked me if I was okay.

Oops. Guess I’m still feeling it.

I barely slept last night but I feel so awake. Had my one cup of coffee this morning, then some tea. I wish I could go buy some bourbon and have some fun. Not a good idea though.

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 10, 2021 at 07:37 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

Yeah I think it is just that.

not going out due to covid made all that worse for me except when I’m with another person to do things....I’m so much calmer when someone else is around which is ironic given that I’ve also got social anxiety in addition to GAD.

Sometimes psychotic · Mar 10, 2021 at 07:38 PM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

I’m thinking about getting my sister a ukulele next month, she’s good with music unlike me. Soprano seems nice

Soprano is fine if you have small hands or prefer strumming....I originally bought soprano but then I got a bigger size.

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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,569 8	Mar 10, 2021 at 04:22 PM #61 Waiting to get my blood test for lithium done. I hope I pass.
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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,569 8	Mar 10, 2021 at 04:26 PM #62 Ever since I was a kid I always felt I was weird and there was something different about me but I could never pin point it. I’ve had OCD stuff since I was a kid, and probably depression as a teenager. In my 20s I started having mood episodes and psychosis. It almost was a relief to get a diagnosis to put a label on my weirdness.
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12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 8 5,508 hugs given	Mar 10, 2021 at 07:05 PM #76 It was raining all night, I’m freezing 🥶 __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋
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12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 8 5,508 hugs given	Mar 10, 2021 at 07:08 PM #77 I’m thinking about getting my sister a ukulele next month, she’s good with music unlike me. Soprano seems nice __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋 Last edited by 12AM; Mar 10, 2021 at 07:24 PM..
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