Roll Call 181

Yea there is but I’d rather try to self-discipline my body into naturally sleeping than taking a bunch of meds. I haven’t been trying that hard and I should try harder.

Makes sense. Sometimes they say avoiding screens late at night can help. So can drinking tea like bedtime tea like chamomile and stuff. Showering before bed can help like a hot shower. Making sure your room is dark. Making sure your room is semi-cold. Meditating before bed sometimes helps me. Also not eating close to bed (this is hard for me to do though). Avoiding caffeine. Anyway, those are some things I've learned over the years. Sleeping with your phone in a diff. room. Listening to sleep sounds at night like white noise. Etc.

I slept a bit better last night. I don’t feel as hyper this morning so that’s good. Able to focus on work. Wish I was studying instead though.

It’s Friday! Payday! Yay!

I am doing pretty well this morning. Realized life has meaning.

Well I got caught up on quotes and was working on other stuff but now the program I use keeps freezing and other people are having trouble too so I’m just sitting here not doing anything.

I had an email exchange with someone I work with and they were kind of condescending to me, and after a while had to admit I was right. I don’t think they like me.

Anyway, I don’t really trust anyone I work with. Keep it friendly and professional, but I don’t trust them. I think some of them think I’m trying to outshine them or take their jobs. Pfft.

Dang I’ve seen quite a few people already have their stimmys.

for real?

*cries in Canadian*

Yes like a lot of people. Certain banks tho and then it goes out even more tomorrow. Damn.

I have chase. IDK If I get it tomorrow or what. they did say stimulus check can go as soon as this weekend.

Well I’m fully vaccinated now.

They gave out these little gift bags that had like a roll of toilet paper, a nice fabric mask, a big bottle of hand sanitizer, 2 packs of Kleenex, another little bottle of hand sanitizer, a pack of 5 disposable face masks, some soap and shampoo, conditioners, a bunch of nice pairs of socks, and a flier that has numbers you can call in this county for help with food if you’re struggling getting food during the pandemic.

Apparently I might be able to get the vaccine soon. My mom is eligible for it, and since my sister and I live with her we would be eligible as well. Not sure when though.

I've got my vaccine on Monday

Nick got his vaccine today. My country is still focusing on crucial workers.

Still waiting on the stimulus check. Makes me nervous. I'll probably just spend the whole thing anyway. Ugh. Oh well.

Feeling agitated. Listening to music to try and get rid of it.

I’m not sure what to get for my art supplies next month besides watercolor papers that I’m almost running out. That and I want to try using gesso for my acrylic. I still have the rest of them but I want to try a new media. Should I get some watercolor pencils? Or just some color pencils? Or sketching set? Like charcoal pencils and stuff? Or color tint? Or poster paint? 🤔 😓

Sketching set sounds fun!

Omg I didn’t realize how vast Final Fantasy XIV online was. It’s an MMORPG on steam. Ugh there’s literally so much to do and it’s overwhelming. Very overwhelming. I randomly clicked on an NPC just to find out she was a NPC that told you the forecast in the game. Like yes you read that right. The forecast.

Like you know you a MMO is deep, deep with activities when there’s a whole NPC dedicated just for the weather and weather activities.

And I’m in the main world right now and there’s gotta be like 100 people or more just sitting in this area of the world talking and dancing. Like real people.

I love MMORPGs.

my roommate got his stimulus check 30 minutes ago.

Anyone else get their stimmy or tax refund?

Hey u got Steam???

Yes I do. Just not many games if any at all on it right now.

What’s your name on there? U can tell me on snap if u want.

I just want peace. That is all I ask.

But am an artificial adrenaline nut as well..