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I’m burnt out on life right now
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 08:27 AM
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Ugh therapy today

Not looking forward to it. Just cuz I don’t really wanna address anything at all, but i need to. It’s gonna be so uncomfortable for me today.
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 08:29 AM
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I’m burnt out on both gaming and writing
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 08:33 AM
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I’m burnt out on both gaming and writing

Sounds like you might be a bit depressed. Losing interest on hobbies.

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Old Mar 29, 2021, 08:34 AM
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Sounds like you might be a bit depressed. Losing interest on hobbies.

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Yea I think I am. Lots of emotional stuff going on for me right now. And I’m not particularly happy about going to therapy today.
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 10:29 AM
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 11:31 AM
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Took about an hour to cut my hair--that was Wednesday--and then two hours to highlight my hair--that was Saturday.
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 11:32 AM
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Finally got to go back to Church in person. Just we had to meet outside, social distance and wear masks. It was hot though.
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 11:33 AM
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Nice SK! Nice to put a face to the posts!!!
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 11:55 AM
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Today is officially a slacking day! I have to work later but this morning is dedicated to slacking

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Old Mar 29, 2021, 12:18 PM
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Today is officially a slacking day! I have to work later but this morning is dedicated to slacking

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Heh feel that. I’ve barely gotten any work done so far today so distracted.

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Old Mar 29, 2021, 12:20 PM
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I’m so distracted working. I got some work done but just keep chatting and hyper.

I had lunch but I feel guilty for it... it wasn’t even that much.

But I have to go go go.

Doctor call at 330pm.
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 12:32 PM
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I feel fine today. Removed myself from the schedule from work. I decided I'm not gonna do that job, finally. It is too much stress. Ha. Oh well.
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 12:44 PM
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Also the company I was doing proofreading for is terrible. They don't know how to write for their lives. They are also asking me to make revisions to what I edited. The audacity they have is amazing. Their text was 100% terrible. I improved it to 25% terrible. So, now they are asking me to put it back to like 75% terrible. Unbelievable. I am just venting. So feel free to ignore.
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 01:33 PM
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The nurse called and scheduled my first abilify injection for next week

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Old Mar 29, 2021, 02:02 PM
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I feel like I have a band around my head of electromagnetic energy and it's seeping out through my eyes. Possible dissociation and headache.

Edit: No but I'm good - Had a great sleep. Now I just need to focus.
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It’s such a relief that I’m not gonna have to take many pills anymore. Getting the shot will cut out 5 pills from my daily meds. Then all I’ll have to take is the Zoloft and trileptal. Maybe I could get off the trileptal too.

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Old Mar 29, 2021, 02:58 PM
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 02:59 PM
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Therapy went well but it was so completely uncomfortable
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 03:39 PM
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Beautifully well slept - I feel really good. Gonna read for an hour then research crypto. Then I'll make a list of things 2 do.

I can feel the Invega Trinza I think.. or it could be olanzepine but there's zero psychosis, no dissociation or anxiety/depression.. I feel quite content.
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 03:46 PM
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Oh man, I had a panic attack walking to the store and back and I was having trouble walking because of it. It’s like my feet wouldn’t move where I wanted them too so I like walked/shuffled kind of awkwardly there and back. Roll Call 182

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Old Mar 29, 2021, 03:50 PM
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I talked to my doctor. Told him everything. Told him I thought the pharmacy was poisoning me and the meds were poison and I stopped taking them, feeling chatty and hyper and not sleeping well, the eating disorder stuff. That I’m exhausted and feel like a bother and sick of waiting for the ****ing psychiatrist.

He seemed worried about me. He reassured me several times that they meds weren’t poison and asked that I take them again. Not just the Latuda and lithium that I was taking, but also the Abilify that I stopped a few weeks ago. Most important that I take the Latuda and Abilify.

He also said he’s going to contact the psychiatrist straight away see what’s up.

I just... I trust him. If he says the meds aren’t poison then I’ll try to take them. He reassured me 100% that they aren’t poison. So I’m going to take him at his word. He’s a professional that I trust. He thanked me for trusting him.

So he’s going to call me again on Thursday see how I’m doing. Hopefully I feel better. I’m sick of feeling like this.

People who romanticize bipolar can ****ing suck it. This isn’t pretty. This sucks. It’s horrible.

Anyway, since I trust him I will take the meds. Try my best anyway.
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