Roll Call 182

HUGS Blue_Bird--sorry about the panic attack. glad you made it home


HUGS cogladaid--glad you trust the doctor

It looks like my uncle doesn't have much time left

It was 4:30 when I walked to the store so everyone was like getting out of work, driving and walking around. I think all the noise and people overwhelmed me or something, it was too much all going on at once. I'm embarrassed, I probably looked like a drunk person walking around. It's not my fault though

HUGS Unsure. Sorry about your uncle. HUGS

Thank you Kit

I’m sorry to hear

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Sorry Unsure

I feel bad for my nan. Last year she lost my grandad and now she's gonna lose her eldest son. He was born brain damaged so he lives in a care home but she visits all the time and he always smiles when he sees her.

I'm sorry, unsure.

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I had some similar things when my anxiety/panic started getting really bad. I hope it will get better soon.

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I’m so sorry, Unsure

I read a little bit of PiHKAL. Onto part 2 now where he lists how he synthesizes the phenylethylamines.

I didn't feel relaxed so I stopped to make eggs, took the 10mg of Dexedrine IR and smoked some weed - (I knoww i know.. But yeah..)

I just want to relax and research conspiracy news so I can see what's happening ^-; My dads conspiracy friend with weed = conspiracy.

Then crypto when it wears off.

God I give up

Let me lie on a sacrifice pyramid and remove my beating heart

my advice would be to take your medication again. not taking it is only going to compound the issue

Yeah I talked to my doctor today and he reassured me the meds weren’t poison. So I’m going to try. Thanks.

i used to struggle a lot with taking my medicine every night. i flushed most of my pills down the toilet. my therapist would call me every night and talk to me while i took them. eventually i got put on an injection. i wouldnt want to be on an injection again.

im having a hard time with fatigue. just so worn out from working 40 hrs a week and only 2 days off. i spend my 2 days off in bed. it makes me feel like garbage

but i meant to say that having a useful distraction after id take my medication was helpful. so like talking to my therapist on the phone or watching a movie,

Yeah I don’t have my doctor to talk to all the time. Or my therapist. I could ask my mom to help but that makes me feel like a child.

right but you said you have RL friends that you chat with. they dont have to know about anything about the medicine, but maybe just having a chat can help distract your thoughts away from the medicine and onto something else

That’s very true thanks for the advice. It makes sense.

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i feel kinda awful right now

What’s up?

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i slept all day again. i did that yesterday. i havent taken a shower or done my laundry yet. i go back to work tomorrow. physically i feel gross but i have no energy to get up and get in the shower. its day 7 again.i suck at taking showers regularly. i have to get better at it. i just feel like garbage

I’m sorry that’s rough. Sending love

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