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I posted a pic of Miss Mustachio on a cat group I’m in on Facebook and it got 560 likes so far and over 100 comments, they’re still coming in. She’s popular!
![]() I wish I could speed up tonight so it’ll be tomorrow already lol
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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I predict someone will be up all night with excitement but sleeping will make tomorrow come faster. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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I missed the last 45 minutes of work because I was feeling like ****. Ugh. Honestly have no idea what to do now.
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Yeah I probably won't be able to, I'm too hyped up, I'll go to Walmart early in the morning to get what I need come home, call my care manager to have her bring her over, then after my therapy appointment I'll try to take a nap, if I'm able to. It might take until tomorrow night to be able to sleep. I could take my thorazine and knock myself out but I don't want to, I've been off it 3 days now.
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I also feel agitated tonight I wonder if it has to do with Thorazine withdrawal or something. Idk
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I hate APs. I come off them,I get withdrawal effects and can’t tolerate it then go back on and repeat. If I would just stick it through the withdrawal effects.
I just can’t handle being agitated or paranoid. Idk what’s wrong with me. I should just deal with it till it goes away.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Thing is agitation and paranoia are symptoms of the illness returning not withdrawal....it will only get worse after discontinuing meds. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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Agitation was my main problem for the longest I could remember.. We are lifeforms that feel PAIN. This explains schizophrenia well with the SCHIZ opioid theory; I am that “schizophrenic genius” who someone made a post about the other day : slatestarcodex I was a little agitated last night.. I spent hours watching Shameless. It's hard to binge watch things cuz I get thinking.. "Is everything on Netflix controlled by the elites?".. Then the news, all investments in the world mostly owned by BlackRock and Vanguard (Rockefeller). I went to sleep.., and so, I woke up feeling very very good.. So if you can sleep well and often enough, THAT can help with withdrawals. But importantly:, If you CAN'T withdraw right now (Like in the past), try again another time.. I do this with chems a lot.. It's hard to get off of phenibut - If my mood is too apathetic etc, I take the normal dose and then try again in a few weeks, months.. I've used it for 2-3 years and got off a few times - Good practice. Don't worry.. You'll find peace. It will be relaxing and content feelings, no anxiety.. Spirituality/religion, meditation etc can help - It's the main thing for mental illness. I believe that schiz/bipolar can be a spiritual problem.. Think of all the Americans suffering right now - It was great, the ego.. But the spirit can only handle so much evil. Alcohol, fast food, mindlessness, manipulation, control, slavery = BORN mental illnesses that develop. We are here as a symptom of a broken energy in time/space, to heal. |
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() I think I may be on these meds for life at this point Sent from my M8L using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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I am 25 now.. I could wait a few more years idk.. But I feel pretty OK though. There might have been a misunderstanding - I complained about anhedonia mostly. So what I was hearing voices and had odd thoughts I was stressed come on.. I remember I had to do a Gaelic oral exam in school - I was having a panic attack almost every day, wearing a uniform, had intense fear of lunch time because I had to socialize.. It was ****ing horrible. Then my moms ex brings me to the prairies in isolation.. I sat all day in the basement, completely * up and deranged. A few years later, my exact room is where people smoked cocaine and where kids did their homework.. It's so much trauma everywhere in my existence. |
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"This is America! Everyone is on pills!"
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But no here in Canada, there's not much of "I'm a doctor and I'll prescribe this certain med cuz Big Pharma pays me some money for it". Here all of the meds mostly are generics. That's why I don't mention brands much here - But the name of the chemical.
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I'm on all generics but I usually just mention the brand name when posting here. The only actual brand name med I'm on is Abilify Maintena. Everything else is generic because that's what my insurance (medicaid) covers
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Don't mind me for writing a little weird. I'm completely freaked out by the vaccine mixing with my meds - And the spots.. I think they're going away. They seem to be..
My mom said that she's not letting me get a 3rd vaccine and will sue for an exemption. She went to law school and was a nurse - She's a right brain genius...
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Pretty much..... Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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Shooting stars on my island and all I can think is about the Kappn island where the rocks gave star fragments....and there were shooting stars too.
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Sure it is better than dying of diseases.. And people live longer, clogging up the thing. I guess we need robots + Reproduction is becoming scarce..
+ There's a lot of money invested in anti-aging and living longer. I suppose this is how it goes.. A very weird, cameras everywhere and machine typey world. A matrix. I'm looking forward to good states of mind - Like I was better depressed cuz at least I was in my own world, experiencing a comforting hopelessness. But this just seems too much like Black Mirror stuff idk |
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After the holidays/once kitty settles in I'll apply to get a job as a cashier somewhere local.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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I am doing better now. It's just my first full-time job.
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It's rly hard to adjust to full time.. I started working my first full time job in 2018. I wish I could just work 4 10 hour shifts and then have 3 days off
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I had trouble adjusting from unemployment to part time I can only imagine jumping to full time is even worse. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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