Roll Call 189

Blue_Bird · Dec 17, 2021 at 11:33 PM

Watching The Witcher on Netflix

Desoxyn · Dec 18, 2021 at 12:34 AM

I slept for a few hours.

I wish so badly that I didn't exist.

Desoxyn · Dec 18, 2021 at 01:49 AM

I'm gonna stay up all night

Desoxyn · Dec 18, 2021 at 02:50 PM

Stayed up for 2 hours then fell asleep. Woke up, another day of work is done.

I think one of my main problems is that I'm so isolated and have no input from people about ideas - Or just to even talk ffs. I talk to no one.

All I do is post here and talk to research chemical friends.

I'll try and make an effort today to figure things out. I'm not giving up yet.

Angelique67 · Dec 18, 2021 at 05:09 PM

I had a good vape just before, which I'm grateful for considering these lousy nurses won't give me my inhaler. I'm so angry at them I could do things worse than the trigger brackets can hold.

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Blue_Bird · Dec 18, 2021 at 06:51 PM

It’s a rainy/snowy night and I’m just relaxing with the cat, reading, drinking coffee, and listening to Christmas music

Blue_Bird · Dec 18, 2021 at 06:53 PM

I baked pumpkin bread earlier. My sister is stopping by tomorrow to drop off some chocolate peanut butter ice cream. I’m going to give her half of the pumpkin bread.

WastingAsparagus · Dec 18, 2021 at 07:24 PM

I feel kinda down today. I didn't do much. Anyway, work is kind of exhausting during the week for sure.

Desoxyn · Dec 18, 2021 at 10:34 PM

Need to sleep

Antipsychotic death

Desoxyn · Dec 19, 2021 at 06:07 PM

How is everyone? =]

I can't focus today. Even when I read, I can't comprehend what I'm reading.

Desoxyn · Dec 19, 2021 at 06:20 PM

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How is everyone? =]

I can't focus today. Even when I read, I can't comprehend what I'm reading.

Nvm.. It's cuz I took too much phenibut.

Desoxyn · Dec 19, 2021 at 09:54 PM

I still miss my vacation in Guatemala. I'm listening to songs that I listened to while I was there. It's nostalgic.

My dad and sister will visit this week. I think I'm OK mentally to do things with them and talk etc.. It'll be good.

Angelique67 · Dec 20, 2021 at 10:07 AM

It's bright and sunny in here now. They haven't filled the Coke machine and I'm worried about running out.

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Blue_Bird · Dec 20, 2021 at 01:21 PM

Practicing ukulele

Blue_Bird · Dec 20, 2021 at 02:22 PM

Having a panic attack

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 20, 2021 at 02:34 PM

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Having a panic attack

Hugs bluebird....I noticed for me having others around helps me with anxiety a lot.

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Sometimes psychotic · Dec 20, 2021 at 02:42 PM

It’s weird in this time between classes...I feel super quiet and alone, of course I’ve lost two family members and have few friends left. I’m not sure how to fix this during covid times.

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Blue_Bird · Dec 20, 2021 at 03:18 PM

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Hugs bluebird....I noticed for me having others around helps me with anxiety a lot.

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That does seem to help, I need to get outside or sit in the lobby where there's people. I'm supposed to be hanging out with my friend on Wednesday.

I just took a klonopin. It was 14 days without one.

Desoxyn · Dec 20, 2021 at 04:38 PM

I went to coffee connections to talk to people. My cognition is so bad that I feel anxious and can't talk - I lose my train of thought. I don't feel social at all.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

Desoxyn · Dec 20, 2021 at 05:04 PM

What Is Wrong With Me: 12 Ways to Get On Track - Declutter The Mind

This helped a little.

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,915 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Dec 17, 2021 at 11:33 PM #681 Watching The Witcher on Netflix __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,023 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,928 hugs given	Dec 18, 2021 at 12:34 AM #682 I slept for a few hours. I wish so badly that I didn't exist.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,023 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,928 hugs given	Dec 18, 2021 at 01:49 AM #683 I'm gonna stay up all night
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,124 (SuperPoster!) 9	Dec 18, 2021 at 05:09 PM #685 I had a good vape just before, which I'm grateful for considering these lousy nurses won't give me my inhaler. I'm so angry at them I could do things worse than the trigger brackets can hold. Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,915 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Dec 18, 2021 at 06:51 PM #686 It’s a rainy/snowy night and I’m just relaxing with the cat, reading, drinking coffee, and listening to Christmas music __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Dec 18, 2021 at 07:24 PM #688 I feel kinda down today. I didn't do much. Anyway, work is kind of exhausting during the week for sure. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,023 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,928 hugs given	Dec 18, 2021 at 10:34 PM #689 Need to sleep Antipsychotic death
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,023 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,928 hugs given	Dec 19, 2021 at 06:07 PM #690 How is everyone? =] I can't focus today. Even when I read, I can't comprehend what I'm reading.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,023 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,928 hugs given	Dec 19, 2021 at 09:54 PM #692 I still miss my vacation in Guatemala. I'm listening to songs that I listened to while I was there. It's nostalgic. My dad and sister will visit this week. I think I'm OK mentally to do things with them and talk etc.. It'll be good.
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,124 (SuperPoster!) 9	Dec 20, 2021 at 10:07 AM #693 It's bright and sunny in here now. They haven't filled the Coke machine and I'm worried about running out. Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,915 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Dec 20, 2021 at 01:21 PM #694 Practicing ukulele __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,915 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Dec 20, 2021 at 02:22 PM #695 Having a panic attack __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Sometimes psychotic Legendary Wise Elder Member Since May 2013 Location: Chicago Posts: 26,414 (SuperPoster!) 11 22.8k hugs given	Dec 20, 2021 at 02:42 PM #697 It’s weird in this time between classes...I feel super quiet and alone, of course I’ve lost two family members and have few friends left. I’m not sure how to fix this during covid times. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk __________________ Hugs!
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,023 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,928 hugs given	Dec 20, 2021 at 04:38 PM #699 I went to coffee connections to talk to people. My cognition is so bad that I feel anxious and can't talk - I lose my train of thought. I don't feel social at all. I don't know what's wrong with me.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,023 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,928 hugs given	Dec 20, 2021 at 05:04 PM #700 What Is Wrong With Me: 12 Ways to Get On Track - Declutter The Mind This helped a little.
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