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#201
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We can't let this world get us down
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![]() downandlonely
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#202
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The answer to do you want to go hiking is always yes…. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#203
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This is very right. First time I said no!
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#204
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Volunteering today from 11am-1pm
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Desoxyn, downandlonely, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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#205
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Kind of sad this morning. I guess it's just the pandemic stuff hitting me. Sorry if that's triggering for others. I just realize that it has changed my life so much...
Edit: probably sad cause I've been listening to Slowdive on repeat...
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” Last edited by WastingAsparagus; Aug 22, 2022 at 07:19 AM. |
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#206
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On a more hopeful note, I did go down on Klonopin successfully the past two days.
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![]() Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Desoxyn, downandlonely, Sometimes psychotic
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#207
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Nervous. It should go okay though. I head out in about an hour to go to the place I'm volunteering at. Will take a little bit to walk there and I need to arrive/sign in 15 minutes early, so I need to be there by 10:45am. I got everything taken care of in my apartment, cleaning, cats fed , got my lunch prepared so when I come home around 1pm all I have to do is take it out of the fridge to eat it, I know I'll be hungry by then. Dishes are done, meds taken, ate, took out the trash, brushed/flossed teeth, got ready, organized, etc. So after I come home and eat and feed the cats again I can just relax. I got up at 5am today, went to sleep early because I wanted some time to myself in the morning to get mentally prepared.
I think we're just making bagged lunches, shouldn't be too difficult. I don't think their dining center is open to the community due to covid and everything, so I think they just hand lunches out to people who want them Sent from my M8L using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type Last edited by Blue_Bird; Aug 22, 2022 at 08:36 AM. |
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#208
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I also did some weights exercises this morning, trying to build some muscle
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, Desoxyn, downandlonely
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#209
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Ugh I’m so nervous. Wish me luck. I’m about to go
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#210
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Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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#211
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I requested and read my notes and paperwork from my recent hospitalization. I wanted them for continuity of care with my pdoc and T. But reading them made me super upset and depressed. Ugh
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#212
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It went well, I packed to-go lunches for them to take to wherever they take them, then served meals to people who came into the community dining area to eat
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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#213
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I’m so worn out though from standing for 2 hours and then walking home which is entirely uphill.
Anyway, I was nervous at first but it got easier. I’m glad I went. I’m going again on Wednesday and Friday. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() downandlonely, SlumberKitty
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![]() Angelique67, downandlonely, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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#214
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Proud of you, Blue_Bird!
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![]() Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Sometimes psychotic
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#215
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Sorry SK ![]() ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() downandlonely, SlumberKitty
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![]() Angelique67, downandlonely, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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#216
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I’m sure I would be POd reading any paperwork on me. Doctors rarely understand….they see us as somehow different as if it couldn’t happen to them or anybody really. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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![]() downandlonely, SlumberKitty
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#217
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Thanks SK, I'm proud of myself too
![]() Now I have the rest of the day and tomorrow to relax. I feel like I actually accomplished something for once in my life. I'm probably going to keep signing up for days scattered throughout every month until I go back to college
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, Desoxyn, downandlonely, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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#218
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Oddly enough I feel less hungry than I normally do. Like normally I'm obsessing about food 24/7 and what I'm gonna eat next, but working around food didn't cause that and it actually made me less hungry than I normally am. It distracted me from the constant hunger from the APs. I ate some cottage cheese when I got home, but that will probably be about it, maybe until dinner, then I'll have a big dinner.
It made me feel good, doing something constructive with my time Now it's time for some coffee, and a couple episodes of Pokemon or Yu-Gi-Oh ![]()
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() SlumberKitty
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![]() Angelique67, Desoxyn, downandlonely, Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
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#219
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I need rehabilitation except I'll do it myself
I started off with mild autism and ADHD. It only needed to be that. It's easier to work with. I was so screwed that it didn't even make a difference whether, after I hit the back of my head when I was 10. |
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#220
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It’s been a great day. I’m very tired, but it’s been a really good day overall
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, Desoxyn, WastingAsparagus
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#221
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Sorry Desoxyn, didn’t mean to thank your post, meant to add hugs
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Desoxyn, SlumberKitty
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#222
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I feel happy and sad
Edit: Wait.. this happens sometimes. I've said this before. |
![]() downandlonely, SlumberKitty
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#223
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Does anyone else feel like crying when they don’t get enough sleep and then having to be busy the following day? Like feel really emotional by the ending of the day?
Like I’m overtired or something. I woke up at 5am and am so exhausted right now, it’s almost 8pm. I’m not really upset, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Desoxyn, downandlonely, SlumberKitty, WastingAsparagus
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#224
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Like my first day doing a temp job when I was 18, was working at a factory, working from 5am , having to get up at 4:00am to get there till 5 or 6pm, on my feet the entire time except for a lunch break. Anyway, I remember coming home from that the first night and crying until I fell asleep.
This isn’t anything like that, just doing 2 hours of volunteer work here and there. It’s just pretty much stress of any kind even if it’s not equal amount of stress, affects me in the same time way especially when I don’t get enough sleep Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Desoxyn, downandlonely, SlumberKitty
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![]() Angelique67, Desoxyn
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#225
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