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#26
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Ended up getting some pizza, been just hanging out with the cats and watching movies and shows. Been a nice relaxing day. My friend and I moved our plans to the weekend of January 7th-8th. (If the weather permits)
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#27
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Made the egg custard pies. They’re in the oven now, almost done. They smell AMAZING. I’ve never had these before but I’m hoping they’re good. One is for my sister and family, one is for me to keep.
Have a huge mess in my kitchen though from making them so I need to clean up all the dishes now. Have to let them cool then refrigerate them. They should be okay by time my sister comes tonight. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid
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#28
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So they didn’t come out perfect but I feel they came out decent considering it was my first time baking egg custard pie, and honestly my first time baking pies at all in like 10 years. So I’m happy with it and I’m happy I did it. I’m really interested in learning to bake more and learn the science of it all etc It tastes good.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, Sometimes psychotic
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#29
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Here they are
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#30
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Those custard pies look so good, Blue_Bird !! I don't think there's going to be a smoke break today, probably not. Too cold. I hope everyone is ok.
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#31
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I guess my friend won't get here today because of the cold. Oh well. I'll see him in a few days.
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#32
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I'm going to try to pair my new Bluetooth earbuds with my phone today. I have a few different very cheap ones to try.
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#33
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It's 26 degrees Fahrenheit, not life threateningly cold. But there's probably no smoke break.
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#34
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Sorry you didn’t get to see your friend Angelique ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#35
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#36
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We got a smoke break! It wasn't too cold out, I was warm enough in my coat. Of course I can only close the first snap because I gained so much weight.
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#37
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My sister got me a journal, an UberEats gift card, and a Fandango gift card. I used the fandango gift card to purchase movie tickets for myself and my friend to see the new Avatar movie on this coming Thursday. Saving the UberEats gift card for some other time since I ordered pizza yesterday. I'll probably use it to get some Japanese food sometime
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#38
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#39
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My friend did come by, about 4:40pm. So that was good!
I am so thankful for Pluto tv! And my friend, of course. Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk |
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#40
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I'm doing pretty good. Just noticing that I have more anxiety on the Latuda though. It's kind of to be expected though. I guess I just have to deal with it.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
#41
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Kind of wishing I could go up on the Latuda. I'm at 60 mg.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
#42
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I've been taking 2 mg Klonopin every day to deal with the anxiety.
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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!” |
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#43
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Sorry you’re struggling WA
![]() Angelique, I’m glad your friend was able to come over, that’s awesome ![]() Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, WastingAsparagus
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#44
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My sister texted me a few minutes ago. She said she really likes the pie, woke up and had some in the middle of the night. So I was really glad to hear that. That made me feel good because I was worried that she wouldn’t like it because I have no experience with baking egg custard before and I’ve never even had it before now so I didn’t know what to expect
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#45
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The next dessert I plan on making is for St. Patrick’s day in March. It has a layer of crushed Oreos mixed with melted Andes mint chocolates, on top of that is a layer of mint buttercream (and some green food dye so it’s festive), and a layer on top with an Andes mint chocolate ganache. I told her I’d give her some of those too and that if there’s ever something she wants me to make specifically she can let me know and I’ll try to make it for her.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, Sometimes psychotic
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#46
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I’m reading a book called Legends and Lattes: A Novel of High Fantasy and Low Stakes by Travis Baldree
It’s set in a high fantasy environment and is about an Orc, she decides to settle down, stop battling and open up her own coffee shop, nobody else in the area knows what coffee is or us ever heard of it, so it will be difficult for her to get customers probably at first. It’s just like a cozy type fantasy novel, with an orc running a coffee shop. Anyway I thought it sounded really cool and unique so I bought it and am reading and enjoying it now. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn, Sometimes psychotic
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#47
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I had one of those weird hypnagogic (spelling?) hallucinations today when I was trying to take a nap. I heard someone whisper my name , and I jumped and looked behind me but obviously no one was there. Scared the hell out of my for a second though, I thought someone was in my apartment
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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![]() Angelique67, cogladaid, Desoxyn
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#48
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My plan is to induce long term, stabilized mania (Increase in intelligence and energy).
26th of December, 2016 - That was when the big trip happened. The Earth revolves, 6 times.. What is important about the number 6... "Six is the first perfect number. 6 = 1+2+3" |
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#49
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Apart from my name being called when no one was in the house... Fear, fear.. |
#50
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I haven't been doing well since opening up about all the stuff in therapy. I had a good Christmas, yes but to be honest I probably wasn't doing well before that but I held everything in internally in my mind but now I'm breaking down in tears everyday. I wish I wasn't alive but that's not an option as I have two cats I need to be here to take care of. I have a lot of self hatred , I'm 28 and have gotten nowhere in life and can't handle stress well, at all. I tried college multiple times and always end up having to withdraw due to deteriorating mental health. And bringing up all the other stuff from the past in therapy has just opened up like a damn bursting in my brain and I feel a lot of negative emotions lately.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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