Home Menu

Menu


Closed Thread
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #901  
Old May 26, 2023, 06:31 PM
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird Blue_Bird is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 38,501
Dissociating a lot tonight

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
__________________
“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi


Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Hugs from:
Job 30 26, MuddyBoots, Sometimes psychotic

advertisement
  #902  
Old May 27, 2023, 05:37 PM
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird Blue_Bird is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 38,501
I threw up like very violently all over my new comforter. I started feeling like I had low blood sugar so I started trying to eat something then just everything came up and I was shaky and feeling weird. I was able to eat afterward and I feel a bit better now but it is scary

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
__________________
“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi


Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Hugs from:
MuddyBoots, Sometimes psychotic
  #903  
Old May 27, 2023, 05:43 PM
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird Blue_Bird is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 38,501
So I guess I should probably call my doctor on Tuesday and ask to be tested for diabetes

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
__________________
“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi


Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Hugs from:
Job 30 26, MuddyBoots, Sometimes psychotic
  #904  
Old May 27, 2023, 07:11 PM
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird Blue_Bird is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 38,501
I’m terrified to find out whether or not I have diabetes.

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
__________________
“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi


Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Hugs from:
Job 30 26, MuddyBoots, WastingAsparagus
  #905  
Old May 28, 2023, 01:49 AM
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird Blue_Bird is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 38,501
I played yugioh card game with my bf over FaceTime yesterday. We both have our own decks and we’re both learning the game as we play. Took 2 hours to play one game yesterday afternoon, was a lot of fun

Today I’m going to my friends house and we’re gonna play the Final Fantasy TCG game. It will be my first time playing it. Should be fun. I have a deck and a guide so I’m up late trying to get familiar with it before I head over around 8am. It’s going on 3am now.

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
__________________
“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi


Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, MuddyBoots
  #906  
Old May 28, 2023, 01:55 AM
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird Blue_Bird is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 38,501
I’m really concerned about the low blood sugar thing , it happens really frequently. I’m scared it is diabetes. I won’t be able to get ahold of my doctor until Tuesday since Memorial Day is Monday then I have to wait for him to get the message when he’s next in the office and print out blood work orders for me, then go get it then get it done then wait for results then see what to do after that. I hate waiting I wish I could have answers now

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
__________________
“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi


Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Hugs from:
Job 30 26, MuddyBoots, WastingAsparagus
  #907  
Old May 28, 2023, 06:07 AM
MuddyBoots's Avatar
MuddyBoots MuddyBoots is offline
Where am I?
 
Member Since: Sep 2020
Location: Live Free or Die!
Posts: 6,606
Hugs, Blue. I hope you don't have diabetes, but at least if you do now we have all sorts of treatments for it now so it can be managed well. I know how much waiting sucks though.

-----

Anybody hear from Desoxyn? I'm really worried.
__________________
[Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here]
Thanks for this!
Blue_Bird
  #908  
Old May 28, 2023, 07:12 AM
MuddyBoots's Avatar
MuddyBoots MuddyBoots is offline
Where am I?
 
Member Since: Sep 2020
Location: Live Free or Die!
Posts: 6,606
I took my Zyprexa last night and slept through the night for once. My alarm clock woke me up for the first time in ages as opposed to just letting me know it's time to take my meds. I'm still tired though. I guess that's better than feeling frenzied and wound up. I can't wait for my endoscopy (next week) because I threw up quite a bit of blood yesterday and my throat hurts.
__________________
[Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here]
  #909  
Old May 28, 2023, 07:21 AM
MuddyBoots's Avatar
MuddyBoots MuddyBoots is offline
Where am I?
 
Member Since: Sep 2020
Location: Live Free or Die!
Posts: 6,606
I want to run sooooo badly. Stupid knee.
__________________
[Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here]
Thanks for this!
Job 30 26
  #910  
Old May 28, 2023, 07:35 AM
cogladaid's Avatar
cogladaid cogladaid is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Jul 2015
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 5,569
Quote:
Originally Posted by MuddyBoots View Post
Anybody hear from Desoxyn? I'm really worried.
He’s doing okay. Talked to him on Snapchat. He just got frustrated with the forum so he’s taking a break and might come back who knows.

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, Job 30 26, MuddyBoots, WastingAsparagus
  #911  
Old May 28, 2023, 09:21 AM
Job 30 26 Job 30 26 is offline
Grand Member
 
Member Since: Jan 2020
Location: Norway
Posts: 897
Eh doing okay, had my morning coffee, now moving onto tea. About to read some Paradise Lost for the reading group. So far PL is a hit. =D This might be the final book for my spiritual kick. Its a good stopping point too since I'll try to publish in September. A friend is going to let me on her podcast to talk about it, so that should be really cool. Watch this book fail like my other one hahaha
Hugs from:
Sometimes psychotic, WastingAsparagus
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, cogladaid, MuddyBoots, Sometimes psychotic
  #912  
Old May 29, 2023, 05:23 PM
Angelique67's Avatar
Angelique67 Angelique67 is offline
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Oct 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 22,125
There was a physical fight here during the smoking break. I don't know what it was about. I think they'll probably send away the person who attacked the other one. The one who was attacked is a former roommate of mine and she is a very easy going chill person. The attacker has a short fuse but I would never have believed she'd lose it like this. Too bad it didn't involve the Roll Call 199 instead. It's such a shame.

Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird, MuddyBoots, WastingAsparagus
  #913  
Old May 29, 2023, 09:17 PM
Angelique67's Avatar
Angelique67 Angelique67 is offline
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Oct 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 22,125
Did everyone leave roll call?

Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk
Thanks for this!
MuddyBoots
  #914  
Old May 29, 2023, 09:25 PM
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird Blue_Bird is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 38,501
Quote:
Originally Posted by Angelique67 View Post
Did everyone leave roll call?

Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk
I'm still here just been depressed over the weekend
__________________
“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi


Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Hugs from:
MuddyBoots, Sometimes psychotic
Thanks for this!
Angelique67
  #915  
Old May 29, 2023, 09:29 PM
Sometimes psychotic's Avatar
Sometimes psychotic Sometimes psychotic is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: May 2013
Location: Chicago
Posts: 26,427
Quote:
Originally Posted by Angelique67 View Post
Did everyone leave roll call?

Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk
No but some people are struggling and taking a break….
__________________
Hugs!
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, MuddyBoots
  #916  
Old May 29, 2023, 09:31 PM
Angelique67's Avatar
Angelique67 Angelique67 is offline
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Oct 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 22,125
Quote:
Originally Posted by Blue_Bird View Post
I'm still here just been depressed over the weekend
It's good to see you. I think today was a weird violent day with lots of people losing their tempers.

Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird
  #917  
Old May 29, 2023, 09:32 PM
Angelique67's Avatar
Angelique67 Angelique67 is offline
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Oct 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 22,125
Quote:
Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic View Post
No but some people are struggling and taking a break….
Are you all on Snapchat? I hope everyone feels better soon.

Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk
  #918  
Old May 29, 2023, 09:34 PM
cogladaid's Avatar
cogladaid cogladaid is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Jul 2015
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 5,569
Just quiet. Worked today. Went to the gym again. Then went for burgers. Picked up a prescription.

Not much else to report. I feel good and I’m obsessed with the gym again. Can’t wait to go back tomorrow.

Once my finger is healed I’ll go back to normal routine of upper body in the mix but right now I’m just focused on legs and abs and some cardio.

Yeah that’s pretty much it.

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
Thanks for this!
Blue_Bird, Job 30 26, MuddyBoots
  #919  
Old May 30, 2023, 01:07 AM
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird Blue_Bird is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 38,501
Quote:
Originally Posted by Angelique67 View Post
It's good to see you. I think today was a weird violent day with lots of people losing their tempers.

Sent from my Nokia XR20 using Tapatalk
It's good to see you too sorry there was a fight there
__________________
“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi


Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Thanks for this!
Angelique67
  #920  
Old May 30, 2023, 01:07 AM
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird Blue_Bird is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 38,501
I highly recommend the anime Demon Slayer, it's so good. And the music in it is amazing
__________________
“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi


Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, MuddyBoots
  #921  
Old May 30, 2023, 01:14 AM
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird Blue_Bird is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 38,501
My sleep schedule is ****ed up right now. I slept most of the past two days, like till 2pm in the afternoon each day. And now I am up all night and have my volunteer shift in the morning. I'm hoping I can reverse my sleep routine back to normal after staying up throughout the day today. It's 2am now. I played yugioh with my bf yesterday over Facetime video call, was fun. It's a very complex card/strategy game but I feel like I'm starting to learn it better every time I play. We're both learning it together. Anyway I'm having fun with it. Sunday will be my 29th birthday, I'm going to my friend's house on Saturday and we're gonna have Chinese takeout and play some games, should be a lot of fun. I was very depressed over the three day weekend but I'm feeling a little better now, almost euphoric actually, I found some new music to listen to and it's amazing (soundtrack from Demon Slayer actually) and it's amazing and is putting me in a really good mood. Something about good music can just make me feel amazing
__________________
“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi


Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, MuddyBoots
  #922  
Old May 30, 2023, 04:07 AM
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird Blue_Bird is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 38,501
Well I guess I should start getting ready for the day. It’s 5 now. I don’t have to leave until 9:15am but I want to make sure I’m ready with plenty of time left. Guess I’ll wash my face with some cleanser, put on moisturizer, sunscreen, eat breakfast, brush/floss teeth, and get dressed, feed my cats I might sit outside in the courtyard
for awhile around 7am just to get some fresh air for a bit and read a bit. I’m going to the food pantry tomorrow morning. I’m feeling a lot better than I was over the 3 day weekend. Mentally at least. Still dealing with that low blood sugar stuff but calling my doctor today to ask for the bloodwork to be done so I can find out about my blood sugar/if I have diabetes. Anyway, hope you all have a good day I’ll probably be on later today at some point after I get home. It’s gonna be a busy week

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
__________________
“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi


Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, MuddyBoots
  #923  
Old May 30, 2023, 04:27 AM
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird Blue_Bird is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 38,501
Just fantastic. I’m dissociating. I should have slept. Even if just for a few hours. Lack of sleep just makes it worse. I need to get there and get it done and get home. I’m kind of scared to go anywhere though

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
__________________
“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi


Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Hugs from:
MuddyBoots
  #924  
Old May 30, 2023, 10:53 AM
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird Blue_Bird is online now
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 38,501
I talked with a nurse about the low blood sugar thing she’s gonna talk to my doctor when he’s in the office to see what he wants to do, in the meantime she said to eat every two to 3 hours

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
__________________
“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi


Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Thanks for this!
Angelique67, MuddyBoots
  #925  
Old May 30, 2023, 11:06 AM
MuddyBoots's Avatar
MuddyBoots MuddyBoots is offline
Where am I?
 
Member Since: Sep 2020
Location: Live Free or Die!
Posts: 6,606
My ACT team kinda sucks right now. My case manager is out for the month for surgery, my therapist has cancelled the last two weeks, my pdoc is on vacation, and my peer support person has been AWOL for three weeks. So basically all I have right now is the on-call number for a crisis (and they're hit or miss).

Also have poison ivy all over my arm and belly, itchy!
__________________
[Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here]
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird, WastingAsparagus
Closed Thread
Views: 50420




Similar Threads
Thread Thread Starter Forum Replies Last Post
Roll call 81 Angelique67 Schizophrenia and Psychosis 999 Sep 08, 2016 10:11 AM
Roll Call 14 Sometimes psychotic Schizophrenia and Psychosis 1002 Jan 22, 2014 04:26 PM
Roll call Fuzzybear Post-traumatic Stress 24 Nov 09, 2009 08:51 AM
Roll call Fuzzybear Dissociative Disorders 25 Oct 25, 2009 06:06 AM


All times are GMT -5. The time now is 12:34 PM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2025, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.




 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.