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Angelique67 · Jun 03, 2023, 12:20 AM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Soz! (As Newtus would say), I'm heavily disorganized. I'll be back though. I gotta organize the mind/life.

I think just the least things I have to do, just sitting there.. thinking.., I'm like "Ok - There's nothing more to do online, now I'll attend to the ..

had to kill an ant. They are here...

, goals..). Like Jordan Peterson would say (With the question of "How are you doing?") - "Terrific, and terrible *cries*".

I'm gonna work 4 days now instead of 3 (For 3 months). It'll be a challenge. But I'm sure I can do it. Gotta be grateful, for my bed.. to sleep, antipsychotically, and every good thing. I chatted with some people on the lawn, socialized...

Autist friend it helping me with free books, and academic pdfs from the dark web etc.. I'm building something.. Just following the light (That people can think is darkness - But they are wrong..). I can save everyone, just cuz it's the hardest - But most natural, better path.. Either that, or I alcohol myself to death in a tent city. It's not my choice, but a calling by heavenly forces. If it's hell, then w/e.. I've been through enough of it already.

I still don't pick sides of things anyways. I have no opinions. I just am, right now - And I try to be okay with that. I have billions of years to sort things out, weaved through the faster time-space dimensions within this life, once they are mirrored with the now, us.. Maybe God.

God made me a junky, but the devil told me so.. (No jk lol).

I hope you'll make a chunk more of money with adding another work day. Good luck with it. I'm glad you're spending time with your friend, too.

What I said about you adding meds is a projection of my own. At home I used to take tizanidine, Ativan, whatever I had on hand. I probably would have gotten addicted to benzos again. So in my case I wanted to get high just out of boredom, and I don't know what else. My friend just got prescribed a muscle relaxant and I'm hoping he'll give me a few. It's not tizanidine. And I don't think it's skelaxin or however it's spelled.

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Angelique67 · Jun 03, 2023, 12:28 AM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Soz! (As Newtus would say), I'm heavily disorganized. I'll be back though. I gotta organize the mind/life.

I think just the least things I have to do, just sitting there.. thinking.., I'm like "Ok - There's nothing more to do online, now I'll attend to the ..

had to kill an ant. They are here...

, goals..). Like Jordan Peterson would say (With the question of "How are you doing?") - "Terrific, and terrible *cries*".

I'm gonna work 4 days now instead of 3 (For 3 months). It'll be a challenge. But I'm sure I can do it. Gotta be grateful, for my bed.. to sleep, antipsychotically, and every good thing. I chatted with some people on the lawn, socialized...

Autist friend it helping me with free books, and academic pdfs from the dark web etc.. I'm building something.. Just following the light (That people can think is darkness - But they are wrong..). I can save everyone, just cuz it's the hardest - But most natural, better path.. Either that, or I alcohol myself to death in a tent city. It's not my choice, but a calling by heavenly forces. If it's hell, then w/e.. I've been through enough of it already.

I still don't pick sides of things anyways. I have no opinions. I just am, right now - And I try to be okay with that. I have billions of years to sort things out, weaved through the faster time-space dimensions within this life, once they are mirrored with the now, us.. Maybe God.

God made me a junky, but the devil told me so.. (No jk lol).

I forgot to say it's good to see you. I'm not sure what you mean when you said you're saving people. Hugs.

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Angelique67 · Jun 03, 2023, 12:48 AM

I can't believe it's almost 2am. I should be sleeping since before midnight.

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Angelique67 · Jun 03, 2023, 12:53 AM

My one roommate is talkative tonight and can't sleep. I hope they'll give her a Trazodone.

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Desoxyn · Jun 03, 2023, 01:05 AM

I know (About the saving people) - No worries.. I'm just stressed about the apocalyptic stuff.. I should learn to relax etc, be with family, all that..

I'll go to sleep 12am, tomorrow will be a good day (I know it will : )

Edit: You guys are basically my family too (And to the new person, it's all good - If you think I'm evil, that's okay - I still love you. Feel free to post still

cuz it's not like I'm the boss here or anything - I am just insignificant star dust..)

Blue_Bird · Jun 03, 2023, 08:32 AM

It’s good to see you Desoxyn! I hope things go well with the extra work day

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MuddyBoots · Jun 03, 2023, 08:38 AM

Glad to see you back Desoxyn! hope your break helped sort your mind a bit. Good luck with working more, enjoy the extra moolah

MuddyBoots · Jun 03, 2023, 08:45 AM

So we have bobcats, fisher cats, coyotes, bears, moose, etc etc. and since they keep building they're coming around more frequently and we've decided to let the kittens out, but on harnesses. Here's Saco looking like a superhero. He loves it.

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cogladaid · Jun 03, 2023, 09:05 AM

Had fun at the CFL game last night with my sister. Home team lost but it was fun!

I actually bought tickets for another game near the end of June.

I have June 19th to June 23rd off from work so one day we’re going to the fair that’s in town, another day going to the zoo, 22nd going to the football game, 24th I have a massage, and 25th going to a soccer match.

Going to have fun!

Here’s a view from our seats last night. 4th row at the 25 yard line.

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Blue_Bird · Jun 03, 2023, 10:12 AM

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So we have bobcats, fisher cats, coyotes, bears, moose, etc etc. and since they keep building they're coming around more frequently and we've decided to let the kittens out, but on harnesses. Here's Saco looking like a superhero. He loves it.

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Omg he’s so cute!!

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Blue_Bird · Jun 03, 2023, 10:13 AM

That’s awesome that you’re getting out and having fun cogladaid

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Blue_Bird · Jun 03, 2023, 10:29 AM

I’m trying to live a more minimalistic lifestyle, so like less materialistic stuff and focusing more on the stuff and people that means a lot to me. Im also doing digital minimalism. So I got rid of a bunch of apps I barely use or don’t use to clear up the clutter on my phone. I’ve been starting to work on getting rid of old stuff I don’t use or donate. Like there’s a lot of stuff around that I hang on to “just in case” but the reality is whatever it may be chances are it’s been sitting in my closet or somewhere untouched for a year or more and I won’t miss it if I were to let it go. Part of minimalism is focusing more on experiences too, so aiming to have more experiences and less focus on owning things and consumerism. And when I do buy things to buy what I need and only things I can find a place for in my house, and something that will legitimately add value to my life, not something to buy just for the dopamine and endorphin rush or getting something new and buy quality versions of things instead of accumulating a lot of crap that’s just gonna wear out fast or break soon.

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Blue_Bird · Jun 03, 2023, 10:37 AM

I need to find a part time job. I put in applications to so many places but only heard back and got an interview from Burger King and didn’t get the position. There has to be somewhere that will take me

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Blue_Bird · Jun 03, 2023, 11:08 AM

I just applied to a part time movie theater job

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Angelique67 · Jun 03, 2023, 03:31 PM

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I just applied to a part time movie theater job

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Blue_Bird , you should design and print out some resumes to give potential employers. List all your volunteer stuff as if it were employment, and your university accomplishments. You can say you have a disability on it, too. That might actually help you. Look online at people's resumes to get design ideas. You can write a short autobiographical paragraph at the bottom of the resume. Hugs.

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Sometimes psychotic · Jun 03, 2023, 03:53 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Blue_Bird , you should design and print out some resumes to give potential employers. List all your volunteer stuff as if it were employment, and your university accomplishments. You can say you have a disability on it, too. That might actually help you. Look online at people's resumes to get design ideas. You can write a short autobiographical paragraph at the bottom of the resume. Hugs.

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I would not put the disability because people are so biased against sz. I mean that’s going to be a deal breaker for most people. Physical disability absolutely would put but not mental. Other than that great advice. Come up with some other reason for not working and have it as a reason. I was caretaking my dying mom or something.

Blue_Bird · Jun 03, 2023, 03:53 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Blue_Bird , you should design and print out some resumes to give potential employers. List all your volunteer stuff as if it were employment, and your university accomplishments. You can say you have a disability on it, too. That might actually help you. Look online at people's resumes to get design ideas. You can write a short autobiographical paragraph at the bottom of the resume. Hugs.

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Well I’m in a program that helped me design a resume and it has volunteer stuff in it. I don’t know about disclosing a disability though, especially because most employers aren’t understanding of that and some could even use it against a person even if that’s not legal

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Angelique67 · Jun 03, 2023, 04:05 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I would not put the disability because people are so biased against sz. I mean that’s going to be a deal breaker for most people. Physical disability absolutely would put but not mental. Other than that great advice. Come up with some other reason for not working and have it as a reason. I was caretaking my dying mom or something.

I'd still put down that I have a disability, even if I didn't specify what it is. I agree that saying you have been taking care of a dying family member is a good alternative. I used to hire people when I was running my business, no one ever said they were disabled, but I would have respected their honesty if they had.

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Angelique67 · Jun 03, 2023, 04:06 PM

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Well I’m in a program that helped me design a resume and it has volunteer stuff in it. I don’t know about disclosing a disability though, especially because most employers aren’t understanding of that and some could even use it against a person even if that’s not legal

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Ok, that's good!

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Job 30 26 · Jun 03, 2023, 07:22 PM

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I just applied to a part time movie theater job

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My mom did that for a while, she really liked it, and got huge discounts on movies. She'd bring me to them and we'd have a great time... although she never invited me back when I picked a trash movie we both disliked hahaha This is a great job to inquiry, BB!

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