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Default Apr 09, 2024 at 12:54 AM
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Saw the eclipse. Then went to work. Work went well. Got home around 10:30pm. Past few hours me and my bf were cooking and talking and having drinks and playing chess. We made our anniversary meal.
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Default Apr 09, 2024 at 03:19 AM
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I ordered some biofreeze. Itís like a menthol gel for sore muscles. My bf recommended it cause he uses it after being sore from work and I need something too because I get extremely sore from work as well. So hopefully it helps. When I get paid Iím also gonna buy a heating pad. And I already have ice packs so I should be all set for pain lol

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Default Apr 09, 2024 at 10:09 PM
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The world is a depressing scam, but it is going the way it should be. We don't need to fix it - It must instead be destroyed, and rebuilt, by me.
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Default Apr 09, 2024 at 10:11 PM
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My mom said "It's not a scam - I'm not a scam, I'm your mother"

So I guess I'm wrong. I didn't think of it that way.

Edit: Wait. We could both be in the scam..
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Default Apr 10, 2024 at 03:48 PM
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Work went well today. I managed to get someone to sign up for a credit card today with our store. So thatís cool. They asked if Iíd pick up shifts Thursday and Saturday. So I said yes. I work tomorrow from 12:30pm to 9:30pm which is a 9 hour shift. So it will be a long day.

So I worked today, work tomorrow, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday and Tuesday then I get Wednesday off which is the day I have a therapy appointment.

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Default Apr 10, 2024 at 04:18 PM
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Let me just say for the record alcohol can make dissociation worse. At least it can for me. I came home from work, was dissociating slightly, started feeling better, thought hey Iíll have a glass of wine and relax since Iím gonna be super busy the next week and have barely any time for myself. Bad idea. My dissociation came back 10 times worse

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Let me just say for the record alcohol can make dissociation worse. At least it can for me. I came home from work, was dissociating slightly, started feeling better, thought hey Iíll have a glass of wine and relax since Iím gonna be super busy the next week and have barely any time for myself. Bad idea. My dissociation came back 10 times worse
Yeah I couldn't even have one drink when I was having dissociation - Couldn't drink for years.. But with the right meds (PRN benzos, olanzepine for example) - After many years, you can drink alcohol again, and won't get dissociated. But no one should drink alcohol really - Most people wouldn't drink alcohol if it wasn't bad for them.

Then eventually, you'll lose many many IQ points - But don't worry, you'll then just become like me (With average intelligence) =]
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Default Yesterday at 06:29 AM
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I have such a severe lack of appetite lately. Since I started working again. Nothing is even remotely appetizing, not even my comfort foods or typical binge foods. I have to force myself to eat anything and it feels like Iím gonna throw up while Iím trying to make myself eat. Like itís gonna come right back up. I also havenít wanted to drink any coffee which is unusual for me because I typically drink black unsweetened coffee most of the day most days. Now I can barely get myself to take a sip and I feel horrible if I drink it. Itís really weird. The last time I felt such a lack of appetite was when my mom was actively dying from cancer and the stress that caused. Like I have my comfort foods in the cabinet and the thought of them makes me nauseous. I tried to force myself to eat a sweet potato today and it felt like I was gonna gag the entire time. Idk if itís stress from work or lack of sleep or if Iím getting sick or what. Itís just highly unusual for me to have a lack of appetite to the extent of even the thought of food making me nauseous. Idk if this is good or bad. I mean I guess it will help me lose weight. But itís highly uncomfortable feeling nauseous every time I try to eat.

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Default Yesterday at 06:32 AM
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Iím assuming itís a combination of stress from work and lack of sleep. I slept 3 hours last night and I have a 9 hour shift today. The night before I slept 9 hours, the night before that I slept 3 1/2 hours.

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Default Today at 08:17 PM
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Work is going well. I worked today and the two days before today and work the next 4 days in a row. So 7 days in a row of work. Then I get a day off finally on Wednesday. Iím so sore. But I got that biofreeze stuff and that helps.

When I get paid on Monday Iím investing in a 3 inch mattress topper, 4 good pillows, some new sheets and a new comforter. To make my bed more cozy. So I can get better/more comfortable sleep. And Iím also getting a heating pad for when my back is really sore. And I might treat myself to some McDonaldís or Dunkin Donuts.

But yeah, Iím tired. Really really tired. I havenít slept much at all the past few days. I canít wait to sleep in on Wednesday.

I am proud of myself for keeping going to work though.

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