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Well, I slipped again. Damn. Where's all those distractions I offer up when I need them?
Ry |
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And why can't I resist when I really need to?
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{{{{{{{{Ryan}}}}}}}}}
You are really having a rough time lately, aren't you? Next time, maybe you could try to post here, or go into chat, or PM me or someone, before you give in. Or look at the list of distractions here. Maybe you could write why you really need to resist. I'm sorry you hurt like this. Let me know if I can help. Love, Wendy
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.” – John H. Groberg ![]() |
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((((((((((((Ryan)))))))))))))
I'm sorry. Please don't beat yourself up about it too much though. Feel free to PM me whenever/ if ever you want.
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That's why it's such a serious thing to ask a Centaur to stay for the weekend. A very serious thing indeed. - The Silver Chair |
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Wendy, I'm having a hard time and then again I'm not. I'm on new meds and they're great, but they don't change what's going on in my life right now. I went out with the ex and her friends last night and with the exception of a minor altercation with some drunk billy bad arse, I had a blast. Then when I got home, it set in how lonely I really am. Then came the cuts. It's just life. And I should have come here first. That's why I feel so bad about it.
Ry |
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Silver, next time I feel the evil urges, I'm definately gonna PM ya. Same to you Wendy. Thanks for the offers.
Ry |
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(((((((((((((((((((((Ry))))))))))))))))))))))
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thanks ((((((((((((((((((((fuzzywuzzy)))))))))))))))))))))
Ry |
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Ry, you sound so much like me. I feel bad if I say that I'm struggling, because there's no reason for me to be. But last week was really hard, and I really wanted to cut. In the past, I definitely would have, but this time I came online and looked for someone to talk to. That may be the first time I have done that when I really felt like cutting, so it isn't fair for me to get preachy about it or anything. I just know it helped me this time. We all have to start controlling those urges sometime, and it takes false starts too. Don't worry about what happened - just go on and when it comes around again, do your best.
((((hugs))))) Wendy
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.” – John H. Groberg ![]() |
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Thanks (((Wendy))) I'll do my best to remember you guys when the urges come back. Well, it's day 1 and I got t today so I'll be ok for a few days at least.
Ry |
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