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Aug 29, 2009, 06:46 AM
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dont care anymore
its not worth trying anymore i give up this is the hell i deserve
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 Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you. -John Irving |
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Aug 29, 2009, 09:30 AM
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 I totally feel your pain...
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#3
Aug 29, 2009, 05:58 PM
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 I know that feeling of not wanting to try anymore and wanting to give up, I have been living in it for a while...and you are not alone in that this is the hell you deserve - I believed that most of my life and am just starting to question it. You didn't do anything wrong and don't deserve anything horrible. I'm sorry that you are in so much pain - but I'm happy that I am not alone in feeling the way I do. But...what if it is worth it...what if you could find some hope and find ways to comfort yourself... Keep posting and let us know how you are doing...I care and may not understand your situation but I get what you said... |
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#4
Aug 29, 2009, 06:37 PM
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Feeling hopeless is always devistating. Just hang in there, the feeling will pass. I've told myself many times "why can't I just give up." But giving up is never the answer. Even if you don't think so, there is a reason you're still here; and posting means you still want to be here. I hope you feel better and never forget, there's always someone you can talk to if not on here maybe a counselor or even a hotline.
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Aug 29, 2009, 08:17 PM
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doing better today. being kind to myself today. i had good day at work. one of those hard days where it was long and it was rough but you could look back and say damn, i did that. taking it easy on myself. been in a pretty good mood most of the day and trying to enjoy it while i can. i dont think it will last much longer. i've been running on E for most of the day. i allowed myself some food and i think i'll put myself to bed early tonight.
i keep telling myself in my head, youve done good today, now take a break and enjoy it. dont know if i can. will try
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you. -John Irving |
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#6
Aug 30, 2009, 01:57 AM
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Hey you
Glad you had a good day at work. Do try to hold off on the urges, you do deserve to be treated well - especially by yourself.
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#7
Aug 31, 2009, 04:06 AM
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who cares
i dont get it why is it such a big deal anyway. i've never understood that, why is it so wrong
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you. -John Irving |
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#8
Sep 01, 2009, 11:23 AM
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I am glad that you had a good day the other day.......
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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