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Apr 23, 2005, 06:32 PM
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ok well i know i havent posted in a while but i really just need to get this out.
today my "friend" and i were talking and got in a fight about my si-ing and other bad habits(drugs) and she told me "your full of ***** you know that,a real fu<k up. you fu<k with my life and you fu<k with other peoples lives and its just one big fu<ked-up mess that you create." well i got to thinking and shes right. i am a fu<k up and all i do is fu<k up peoples lives. i mean if this is all i do than why do i bother staying alive?theres no real point if my parents dont care and i dont have any friends left.im sorry im just rambling on. max |
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#2
Apr 23, 2005, 06:43 PM
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(((((((((max))))))))))
I'm not going to try arguing with you because I know that when I feel bad about myself like that nothing is going to change it but myself.
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We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of. John H. Groberg 
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#3
Apr 23, 2005, 06:54 PM
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"no one can make you feel inferior without your permission"......and remember....let he or she who HASN'T F CKED UP CAST THE FIRST STONE.......Love, Grace
  
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#4
Apr 23, 2005, 08:26 PM
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I'm sorry that you feel the need (as many do) to use a perfectly good, God given expression of love between a man and woman and make it sound horrible. I am offended by the use of such a term... with that said....
I'm also sorry you are feeling so bad.
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#5
Apr 23, 2005, 09:57 PM
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this is a mental health forum, as such, my being supportive is more important to me than a lapse in judgment that someone used when they were expressing themselves. far be it for me to come in here and read a message that was obviously written out of a deep pain and criticize the words that the poster used.
i am so sorry that you were hurt and that you feel so down right now. i am glad that you came here for support and help. we're all here for a purpose and you will find alot of support among the posters here.i'm also sorry that you were judged.......pat |
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#6
Apr 23, 2005, 10:38 PM
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max,
I just wanted to say I agree with fayerody totally. What you said was out of PAIN and we are here to support and uplift each other. I am so sorry your having such a hard time right now. But like others have told me please do not be so hard on yourself. Give yourself a break....your not a bad person...you might do some things that others do not like but that does not make you a bad person...no one is perfect... Wish there was some thing I could say to make your pain go away...I just know from my own situation it just takes time....but posting and having someone to listen too HELPS a lot...so PM me anytime you need someone to talk to I am here too... take care of yourself and {{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}} if you want them
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#7
Apr 23, 2005, 10:56 PM
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take care
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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#8
Apr 24, 2005, 08:52 AM
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(((((hugs)))) to anyone that wants them.
thanks for the replys and all your advice and thanks for the hugs Hope and Rapunzel. Sky,there is no love, we are just friends,well we were atleast, i dont know how this is going to end so im not going to get my hopes up. I have not si-ed over this yet but i am getting real close and im afraid that im going to give in soon. max |
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#9
Apr 24, 2005, 03:02 PM
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kax, hang on to your determination.......and keep coming here and posting...even if you have to post every hour....i'll check here as often as i have to so you'll have support....okay>>>>>pat
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#10
Apr 24, 2005, 04:34 PM
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Kax
Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you this afternoon and wondering how you were doing. I too am struggling right now too trying to avoid SIing, so know your not alone. I am trying to avoid it by keeping my mind on others and checking in on them. Take care and keep us updated on how your doing. 
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#11
Apr 24, 2005, 05:34 PM
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I was under the impression this was a support forum, not a "point out every item I find offensive" forum.
Kax25, I hope you're feeling better today and are continuing not to give in to your urges. Don't give your power away to someone who obviously doesn't deserve it. We're not fu's, sometimes we just make not so great choices. (((((((((hugs if wanted)))))))))
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#12
Apr 24, 2005, 05:38 PM
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i've thought of you this afternoon. i sure hope you check in with us....pat
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#13
Apr 24, 2005, 06:06 PM
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hi Hope, im sorry that you have to go through this struggle of trying to avoid si-ing right now too. i know you're strong and i hope you can pull through. unfortunatly i gave up and gave in to the urges today. i tried coming here to the chat but no one was on and i couldnt do anything that could keep my mind distracted long enough.
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#14
Apr 24, 2005, 06:16 PM
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max, i'm sorry. i never go to chat.......wish we could have connected so you could have been distracted....you can
ALWAYS PM me...okay???? |
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#15
Apr 24, 2005, 07:44 PM
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Kax, we will support you, most of us are not judgemental, please remember we are as caring as you, also your not a fu, your just human let anyone say they never goofed upand I'll show you a person in denial
Angie
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#16
Apr 24, 2005, 08:03 PM
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First let me say AMEN to what Angie said....
Max I am so sorry I was not here for you today...my anxiety got so bad for me today I took my meds and went to bed and slept until now. I just got on and saw your post... my heart goes out to you...but your not a fu no one is....brush yourself off and start again ok....we are here for you and most of us here are NOT judgemental and we love you.....{{{{hugs}}}}}
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#17
Apr 24, 2005, 08:10 PM
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thank you so much. its nice to now that i can come here and have your support. im sorry to hear that your anxiety got bad today Hope.i wish you the best,that goes for all of you out there too.
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Apr 26, 2005, 06:33 PM
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Just adding my support... sorry I was misunderstood
. I was referrring to the use of the four letter word... that's all. Seems not too many of us on this thread are getting our replies fully cleared through the mod. Hopefully this one will? Let us know how you are doing Kax, and what you decided, if anything, about your "friend."
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Apr 27, 2005, 12:08 AM
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Hey honey. *hug* Get feeling better, kay? I'm here for ya.
"You don't fail until you've forgotten to get back up" So keep at it. ^____^ PM me if ya need to, I don't bite hard. *hug*
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For one moment we are not failed tests and broken condoms and cheating on essays; we are crayons and lunch boxes and swinging so high our sneakers punch holes in the clouds. --- Wintergirls |
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#20
Apr 27, 2005, 05:04 AM
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i hope you do well today........glad we touched bases last night........pat
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#21
Apr 29, 2005, 02:47 AM
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{{{{{{{{{max}}}}}}}}}}}
I hope you are feeling better now. Are you? Let us know how you're doing, ok? -Rap (nothing wrong with all the replies - I just cleaned up the title on each post, because the language used tends to bother me, and some others here too - I hope you understand)
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We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of. John H. Groberg
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#22
Apr 29, 2005, 04:55 AM
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Rap, she told me that she wouldn't be posting very much, as to not upset other posters........i hope she will continue to post. this is, as i said earlier, a support forum. pat
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