[BamaSurvivor]

My step sister has come home, who is an active addict. I walked in on her shooting up and all I can do is cry. I watched my brother die with a needle in his arm, now she's doing it and I can't do anything to help, yet again.

I want to cut sooo bad... I know I'm fixing to give in. I just know it, I feel it. God I'm pitiful. *sigh*

[BamaSurvivor]

*sigh* I cut my legs up pretty bad and feel like crap for it. GRR! I don't think I'm ever going to get better with SIing.

[Rapunzel]

{{{{{{{{{{{Bama}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

You'll get better when you are ready. I'm sorry that other people's choices hurt you. It's so sad. You might be able to convince your sister to get some help, but really all you can do is take care of you and hope for the best.

oh, bama, i'm so sorry. of course you were so upset by seeing her shoot up........dear, you are in my thoughts and prayers. pat

[BamaSurvivor]

Thanks... I know I can't make her get help, heavens knows I've tried. It just hurt actually seeing her do that. Then today my mom confronted her on it and she blew up and told me she hated me and wished I was dead and called me a lot of horrible names... I cut again.