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Old Feb 24, 2010, 11:17 PM
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SOrry if this has typo's I am typing without using some of my fingers.

I cut myself. I can't believe I actually cut myself. I hate myself even more than before yet I feel like I want to cut myself more. I do feel a bit better though. Sigh. I can't get anything right can I? My fingers are so raw from me cutting away at them with my scissors... I hate myself.
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Old Feb 24, 2010, 11:42 PM
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do you need to clean and/or bandage them? if you have a T, i suggest you get a hold of them ASAP.
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Old Feb 25, 2010, 07:09 AM
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xXWhyXx, I'm sorry that you are hurting, that you hate yourself. I hope that you will be able to speak to a counselor today.
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Old Feb 25, 2010, 11:01 AM
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Old Feb 25, 2010, 11:54 AM
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Hi Why, welcome to the forum. I'm sorry that you are in distress. Hopefully you can benefit from this forum.............
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Old Feb 25, 2010, 06:40 PM
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i'm so sorry!! PLEASE stop while you're ahead, please please please, it just get's worse!! PC's here to help you, the scissors is your enemy!
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Old Feb 26, 2010, 04:26 AM
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dude. now that u know what it feels like u dont have to do it ever again. and how it mad u feel. it made u hate urself. so dont do that because of an other reason just so u can. and dont do it again just because u can. u think u can now but wait and think ahead to where it might lead u. be careful. please becareful.
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Old Feb 26, 2010, 06:36 PM
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Justaittleparanoid is COMEPLETELY Right. Stop now, before it ends in missery. Yes, u hate yourself now, but forgive yourself, and then don't do it again (EVER) no matter how much you want too. Stop now while you are ahead of all that is going on.

FYI Finding something else to do instead of is a Great Idea now, to get other habits ingraned in your head, before the SI gets there first. hint, hint, .
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Old Feb 26, 2010, 11:14 PM
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I wish I had never picked up my first blade - please, please, PLEASE stop yourself from picking up those scissors again. Find someone to talk to and I hope you can see that cutting is not the answer to how you feel. It never was for me, but I gave into the temptation and am now suffering for it. Be strong, and take care of yourself.
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Old Feb 26, 2010, 11:58 PM
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How are you doing, xXWhyXx?
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Old Feb 27, 2010, 12:40 PM
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How are you doing, xXWhyXx?
Well for now I'll be okay because it's the morning -- but once it's nighttime I get very depressed.
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Old Feb 27, 2010, 06:32 PM
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What about nighttime is depressing?
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Old Feb 27, 2010, 09:32 PM
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What about nighttime is depressing?
I don't really have a reason. My moods slowly goes downhill as the day goes on. Someone mentioned that I might have a chemical imbalance in my brain?
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Old Feb 27, 2010, 09:54 PM
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Could be a good time to get a physical and find out?
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