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SOrry if this has typo's I am typing without using some of my fingers.
I cut myself. I can't believe I actually cut myself. I hate myself even more than before yet I feel like I want to cut myself more. I do feel a bit better though. Sigh. I can't get anything right can I? My fingers are so raw from me cutting away at them with my scissors... ![]()
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do you need to clean and/or bandage them? if you have a T, i suggest you get a hold of them ASAP.
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xXWhyXx, I'm sorry that you are hurting, that you hate yourself. I hope that you will be able to speak to a counselor today.
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What matters is not what you did, but what you will do.
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Hi Why, welcome to the forum. I'm sorry that you are in distress. Hopefully you can benefit from this forum.............
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(((((((((((((((((((xXwhyXx.)))))))))))))))))))))))))
i'm so sorry!! PLEASE stop while you're ahead, please please please, it just get's worse!! PC's here to help you, the scissors is your enemy! |
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dude. now that u know what it feels like u dont have to do it ever again. and how it mad u feel. it made u hate urself. so dont do that because of an other reason just so u can. and dont do it again just because u can. u think u can now but wait and think ahead to where it might lead u. be careful. please becareful.
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Justaittleparanoid is COMEPLETELY Right. Stop now, before it ends in missery. Yes, u hate yourself now, but forgive yourself, and then don't do it again (EVER) no matter how much you want too. Stop now while you are ahead of all that is going on.
FYI Finding something else to do instead of is a Great Idea now, to get other habits ingraned in your head, before the SI gets there first. hint, hint, ![]() |
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I wish I had never picked up my first blade - please, please, PLEASE stop yourself from picking up those scissors again. Find someone to talk to and I hope you can see that cutting is not the answer to how you feel. It never was for me, but I gave into the temptation and am now suffering for it. Be strong, and take care of yourself.
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How are you doing, xXWhyXx?
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Well for now I'll be okay because it's the morning -- but once it's nighttime I get very depressed.
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What about nighttime is depressing?
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I don't really have a reason. My moods slowly goes downhill as the day goes on. Someone mentioned that I might have a chemical imbalance in my brain?
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Could be a good time to get a physical and find out?
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