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#1
Apr 06, 2010, 08:11 PM
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Or Should I say.... Hill took over. I really don't like this. When Hill takes over.... SI happens. I was feeling some physical pain, and knew that inflicting more pain may help. And that's when Hill took over and did the SI bit. And I gave her more power.... how much more power will it take before she....... I can't take this anymore. When I talk about her, it causes more pain and she wants to si even more afterwards. I just don't know what I can do.
What can I do? what should I do? How long can I resist to cut? When will the next SI be? When will she give up? What will hapen to me? |
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#2
Apr 06, 2010, 08:27 PM
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I wish i could give some advice. but i can be here for you to talk to. pm me if you want to.
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#3
Apr 06, 2010, 08:57 PM
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((((((((((puzz))))))))))
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Apr 06, 2010, 10:02 PM
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I wish both of your posts would help. but she is getting to be so strong. I don't know what is going to happen next. I don't like this at all. And I fear that she will want SI again, and do it in a different mannor. She has been plotting. all I can say is I HATE THIS! I hate being up so late the night before and having the SI happen. I can't take this anymore.
On another side, my head hurts from all the yelling inside. and I have to fake it again when I'm around people which could be any minute now. |
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Apr 07, 2010, 07:01 PM
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Can you go to your local er? i think thats what im gonna have to do.
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Apr 07, 2010, 08:06 PM
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I'm actually doing better. I think the meds have helped. *SHOCKED*
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Apr 07, 2010, 08:59 PM
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Thats good. I hope they keep working for you!
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#8
Apr 12, 2010, 08:42 AM
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Puzzlar, does your therapist know about Hill and all of this that is going on?
__________________
Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Apr 20, 2010, 09:14 PM
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Yes, the only problem is that I am inbetween therapists right now, and just started college agian. The first few days here, were really hard just because of all the memories that came into my mind, and it's brought out another voice, but he is more rational than both of us. It is going to be an intresting semester.
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#10
Apr 21, 2010, 10:00 AM
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Take good care Puzzclar and please keep us posted when you can.
__________________
Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Apr 22, 2010, 12:58 PM
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Hang in there, puzzclar.
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