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Old Dec 07, 2010, 12:14 AM
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Once again I return my friends... Im losing it
I am so confused
the one person who is supposed to always be there for me wants someone else. after everything i have given up and all the commitment i said somehow she wants someone else... i dont get it

im here again because i know what im about to do is wrong but i really dont think i can fight the urge.... help please
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Old Dec 07, 2010, 01:00 AM
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I'm so sorry. I feel terrible for you. What are you about to do? I hope you don't harm yourself... Please email me if you like.
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Old Dec 07, 2010, 01:02 AM
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thats the only thing i want to do!!!!!!
i want to stop myself but i dont know how
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Old Dec 07, 2010, 01:02 AM
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This is the ex? Why did you feel that she had changed at all? One of the secrets to a healthy life is choosing healthy people to be around. If you chose unhealthy people you will be miserable.
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Old Dec 07, 2010, 01:08 AM
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not my ex
i dont want her to be my ex
i want her to still be around and talking to me instead of pissed off and ignoring me
i want the fighting to stop and for everything to be ok again but no its not happening because i lose my temper and then she loses hers. idk when we will even be able to talk again but i know im in a horrible spot
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Old Dec 07, 2010, 01:16 AM
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So how long are you going to beat your head on this wall?
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Old Dec 07, 2010, 01:22 AM
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obviously until im unconcious
until i cant hold it together anymore
until.......... your right
sorry
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Old Dec 07, 2010, 01:30 AM
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Don't be sorry for me, but you can be sorry for yourself. So what are you going to do now?
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Old Dec 07, 2010, 02:00 AM
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I hope you are staying safe..........
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Old Dec 07, 2010, 01:09 PM
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you would have to define safe for me
i dont remember much about last night.
it was hell thats about it
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Old Dec 07, 2010, 01:16 PM
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please don't hurt yourself. i know what your going through right now. the person i loved, or thought i loved, wants another girl, and is now ignoring me... maybe for now just let it be just give it time... she will come back. believe me. someone told me yesterday that i have something many people do not have.... a heart... and i believe that you also have a heart. we don't deserve people that don't treat us well and make usfeel like this. it hurts to much but we need to get past it. i know its hard I KNOW. there are days that i just want to end it all also but then i realize that if i do that then he wins, and i want to be stronger than him and you have to be the stronger one in this situation also. ((((((hugs))))) please please be safe. PM me if you need to.
Thanks for this!
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Old Dec 07, 2010, 10:28 PM
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brokengirl thank you so much that really made it to my heart and straight through my thick skull
im giving it my best shot
thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Old Dec 08, 2010, 06:07 AM
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How are you doing today LFFN?
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Old Dec 08, 2010, 01:11 PM
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well last night was about my final straw.....
if tonight doesn't get any better then i do believe im breaking
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Old Dec 08, 2010, 01:58 PM
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So what can you do to help yourself?
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Old Dec 09, 2010, 12:19 AM
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so much for cutting to get my pain
my sister just reinjured my knee... i think we retore my meniscus.
dont worry guys im in enough pain now.....
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Old Dec 09, 2010, 01:24 AM
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Was it an accident? Are you going to the doctor?
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Old Dec 09, 2010, 08:30 AM
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yes it was
no im not
i have surgery tomorrow so im hoping this will get better over the recovery... if not then im screwed anyways.....
this really hurts
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Old Dec 09, 2010, 09:07 AM
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You are having a second surgery? Will you tell the doctor about this injury?
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Old Dec 09, 2010, 12:12 PM
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no im having surgery on my feet...
Im not telling anyone about this reinjury
its just a waste of money to fix it again just to hurt it again.
its not so bad after i get used to the pain again....
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Old Dec 09, 2010, 01:44 PM
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Good luck with your surgery........
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Old Dec 12, 2010, 01:01 AM
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thanks this sucks though at home on the couch until they say i can walk again.....
everything got better and then all of a sudden im losing it again.
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Old Dec 12, 2010, 02:20 AM
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This is life. No one gets a life where things are always perfect. Being healthy, however, gives us the tools to tolerate the ups and downs of life. I hope one day that you get into therapy so that you can move toward more health.
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Old Dec 12, 2010, 02:56 AM
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been in therapy
its no help
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Old Dec 12, 2010, 03:23 AM
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If you don't mind me asking, what have you been working on in therapy?
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