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I did cut last nite. stabbed my leg 4 times then cut 5 times. Oh what a releif i got when i added water to the cuts and the red blood just gushed out. Reason? its in bipolar. I chose my leg so my boss wouldnt see it. She allready found out that i cut because of my arms. She is worried sick about me. According my dumb cusin i did all that to get sympathy. HA. i rather be isolated than get sympathy.

just getting out more of the pist off ness in my heart from last nite.

bd...you need to get some help. I'm only saying this as a friend. I'm very worried about you and I want you to get better and not hurt yourself all the time. Please stay safe.

Take care....hugs,
Lexi

bd did you feel better after doing it? i bet you did, i did after si'ing last night, i think more clearly after si'ing and can understand the reasons why i did it, can you? do you know why you did it?

i did it cause i had to much pressure in me and could not stand the harsh stuff my family said...

well good thing is i havent cut since then. so its a start.