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Old Mar 31, 2011, 04:31 PM
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my s/i-ing seems to have taken a wrong turn somehow. there seems to be a needed pattern evolving. its not just random cutting when things are too much anymore. its a need to see and feel alittle more each time too. i need to see more bl**d, more cuts, and alittle deeper too, and the strokes longer. otherwise it doesnt seem satisfying. if not done right i just keep thinking about it till i do it over right. getting worst rather than better.

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Old Mar 31, 2011, 04:36 PM
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(((((((((((((suzzie))))))))))))))))))))) I was worried about you because I haven't seen you in a couple of days. I'm sooooooooooo sorry that you're struggling with the SI like this. Have you been able to talk to your T about it?

Please, please stay safe. Sending you much love
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Old Mar 31, 2011, 04:46 PM
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my t knows i s/i. but doesnt know its getting worse.
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Old Mar 31, 2011, 04:58 PM
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Old Mar 31, 2011, 05:13 PM
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*******(((((((suzzie))))))******* im so sorry it seems to not be getting for you. im sortof in the same boat i go thru stages where its better then bam it gets worse than before. please be open with your therapist let him know how bad it really is so he can help you work through what is setting if off i wish you all the best my new friend (hope thats ok to say)
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Old Apr 10, 2011, 11:36 AM
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Suzzie, SI is an addiction and addictions do this, you build up tolerance and you need more to get the same effect. I would suggest that you tell your therapist this (that it is getting worse). Please keep us posted?
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