Police again last night :-*( *May trigger*

What have I done ? I had a big row with mum and ended up going out at 12am Only to find myself hanging off a bridge ,The police came And held on to me I kept saying let me go let me go...But they would'nt,They forcefully got me on the right side and took me to too the station As I refused going to a nd e or home ,I spent all morning with 2 officers watching over me while They rang the crisis team....Who I saw .and now may be going to live in a community for 7 months, I just wanted to jump.....thats all I had in my mind.....dont know if I will be posting for a few days Ive alot to sort out ,Decide where Im going ,What my purpose in in life?

Just got back from the hospital Had to go get my arms checked out As Im very swollen and Very sore. They want to see me again on tuesday To see if the burns are not getting worse,They sure do look a state at the momment... Talk later ok dont feel upto posting much rite now just need to sleep....

<font color=purple> **Everyone who lives dies, but not everyone who dies has lived** </font color=purple>

aww... i wish that there was something that i could say to make things better for you... we love reading your poems and listening to you here... really and truly, and look you ran to us, so you do still want something from this life... i dont know how you feel so i cant realy say this, fairly, but if you really feel in the pits all of the time and you just really do not feel like carrying on i think you should go to the community... we want to see you well, and we lso want to keep you here... not in some coffin in the ground or smothered all over a road or whatever... please... do what you need to get better, really get better... we love you here so please keep posting and keep as strong as you possibly can

Through each others weaknesses we find comfort.