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May 27, 2006, 07:22 PM
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I look at the scars and see what im missing. my past my coping skill my way of life. I heard that if you have a drug addiction that when you sober up you wish to do that drug one more time. Well my addiction cutting has gotten me thinking, i wish i could cut one more time. One more line on the arm, one more bloody rag on the floor, one more open sore to tend to, and one more chance to vent one more. I think of harming myself one more time. i know i wont do it one more time but still think about it.
thanks for listening.
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May 27, 2006, 07:38 PM
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I can feel in my mind the right side is the emotional side,while my left is my intellectual side.My left side is always studying my right side.I found a way to cope by studying myself.I feel the emotions with my right side,but left side tries to control .I try my best to let the left side dominate.
Just trying to say to find a way to control your emotions.Drive the bad out with your will.Learn,learn to control those troubling feeliings. |
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May 27, 2006, 08:47 PM
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Hang in there blackdragon. you are not alone I too am struggling with that ever present urge. The last few days I have been looking at my arm and can actually visualise myself cutting in a scar and how it will feel the works. and I have been cutting free for a year and 2 months. lets not give in ok. Imgoing to fight it every possible way I can.
If I give in - My abuser win The flashbacks win |
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