I feel the big S

Tink
Please call someone to help you

Sorry, Tink, that you are still feeling so down. You have a right to ask for help. Have you not been given help, in the past, when you needed it and asked? Sometimes, we do not get the response we need. I know. I've been there. What we get from going to see a T can see inadequate to the pain we face. Are there no family or friends who care? If not, that can be awful. We care here.

Thanks.

I will be fine.

Hey Tink.

I've been trying to think of what I wanted to say to you in regards to this, but I don't think I could do any better than what likewater posted. Life is so very much worth it...yes, it sucks at times, God knows it does. But the "big S" only robs yourself of the chance for life to improve...it cannot always be like this. My aunt once contemplated it when she was only a little older than I am...until the day she passed some eighty years later, she always reminded herself "This too shall pass." I'd offer her wisdom to you, as best as I can (Lord knows I couldn't hold a candle to her).

You're in my prayers Tink, and many hugs.

Harley

(((((Tink))))) just found this thread. Please call someone in your mental health team.
Be completely honest about you thoughts/feelings/plannings.
Maybe a day program to get you got of house for therapy.
Then you won't be alone all day with your thoughts.

I can't add much to all the lovely comments on here. We love you!!
You have so much to live for. I will repeat things you've heard before.
Your children & husband need you, more than you realize right now.
You can be a strong example for immediate & extended family that you are strong, go the distance.
I know you can do this! As said already don't let the abusers win.
Make sure thru all this they know you can conquer.
Trudge thru & see you kids & grandkids grow up.
For now take it an hour or minute at a time but please don't loose the big picture.
No one that cares about you wants to be without you!!
No one can replace Tinkerbell.

Please call someone, don't go thru this alone. Ask for help.
Sending loving thoughts & (((gentle hugs))).
Chaotic.

I hope you really do feel improved. Sometimes pain just lifts, and we don't even know why. If you do feel better, now, I am glad for you. I hope things seem less overwhelming.

Firstly I want to thank everyone for your help and support.

I have been really struggling with these thoughts since I posted this, I do find it hard to reach out for help, Last night though I felt bad and my husband found me in a state and I told him how I felt, This morning I called my crisis team now this has made me angry as all they said was " Go to the shops" How is this going to help?

What have I got to do for them to listen? I can't call my T as she is the one that told me to call the crisis team when I feel like this.

It sounds to me that your crisis team is in crisis--have they forgotten their job? Seriously, "Go to the shops"?!

I'm so sorry, Tinks. I would feel distraught too.

What did your husband say? Is he able to support you in any way?

Roadie

My husband is furious, I mean they call themselves Crisis? How is going the shops going to solve the situation?

What annoys me is that I never call them and the first time that I do they say crap like this

Anyway I feel a little better today.

I'm so sorry, Tinks. Is your husband able to give you any support? Or does this pretty much scare him off?

I'm glad you're feeling a little better.

Sometimes professional people can really let you down.

I hope you continue to feel a bit better, day by day.