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Old Jul 05, 2006, 11:34 AM
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i did it again... Adams name is now carved in my freaking stomach GR i regret doing it now and if my mom finds out im dead and if my recruiter finds out then im out of the guard which will suck.... but i dont know what to do i miss him GR
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Old Jul 05, 2006, 12:24 PM
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Old Jul 05, 2006, 04:01 PM
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At least it is on your stomach... easier to hide

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Old Jul 05, 2006, 05:11 PM
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Old Jul 07, 2006, 01:05 AM
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aw honey..... u have to tell yourself not to the minute that your urge comes to you. it helps
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Old Jul 07, 2006, 04:36 AM
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I'm concerned that this "little" stress is causing you so much self-harm. How do you plan to handle the real stress of being a soldier? Perhaps it would be best for your long-term mental health to let them see, and give you an out? I'm worried about you. (((hugs)))
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Old Jul 07, 2006, 03:27 PM
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i hate my life i really do im nothing but a screw up to my dad now and i cant talk to my best guy friend anymore and ive turned into a speed head again and an alchi i wanna cut and i almost did last night but i was never alone um crap
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Old Jul 07, 2006, 11:19 PM
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Ames!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Old Jul 09, 2006, 01:23 PM
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People are on some bs nowadays whys everybody gotta think ima do something stupid like have sex with everybody... im not like that... i want to cut so freaking bad and i might just do it... um crap
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Old Jul 09, 2006, 08:53 PM
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oh sweetie.

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Old Jul 10, 2006, 01:51 PM
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Old Jul 10, 2006, 06:44 PM
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I freaking hate my life now... i dont know what to do or think im thinking about going in my moms room and finding my stupid pills but that will just prove to ppl that they are right so i dont know what to!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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Old Jul 10, 2006, 08:27 PM
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Yeah, if you did that you would just be letting someone else determine your actions. It sounds like you have bigger plans for your life than that. Hang in there - you can make it!

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Old Jul 10, 2006, 08:59 PM
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Talk to people and distract yourself maybe? i know what it's like, but i didn't have the support you do now. So, I hope you accept the support, because I know you need it. None of us want you to cut. no one truly wants to cut, because it's so hard to get out of that cycle. You have to try and break the cycle in one of your most difficult moments. And gradually you will heal
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