[xxemogurlxx]

I'm thinking of giving up. I just can't do it! Cutting makes me feel better. If I'm not going to kill myself I have to at least cut! I need something. I've tried music, ice, trying not to think about it, and i can't think of anything else. This makes me no better than my dad whom i've hated cause of cus addiction to drugs. Now that he's clean i feel like the bad one.

[Fuzzybear]

Hey xxemogurlxx I'm sorry things are so tough for you A counsellor I saw told me how she often found that if one member of a family became healthier then another member became "sicker" for a while..... I hope this feeling passes soon for you.... it won't always be this bad.

You are not bad! I'm thinking strong thoughts for you and please keep posting. Try to be safe, I know how hard it is,

With kindness,
Fuzzy

[Rapunzel]

If you are out of ideas, you can check the sticky thread at the top of this forum and see if any of those would work. But it does sound like whether you are aware of it or not, your symptoms are probably serving a purpose in your family - holding people together and taking the heat off of someone by focusing it on you instead. Can you think of any more productive ways to do that? And has your family thought about family therapy? There are ways to make what you are going through not quite so difficult on all of you, but you probably will need some help.

Rap