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Oct 26, 2006, 02:25 PM
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11 days... even by my standards that's pathetic...
just want everything to stop... it's spinning out of control again... wanted to OD... but cut insted... guess in a way that's not so bad... but still, 11 days is pathetic. I'm pathetic, pathetic and useless with no hope of ever beating this |
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Oct 26, 2006, 02:44 PM
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Aw don't say that.... See it as winning little battles, take it slowly. Although it is frustrating, 11 days is still something. Are you seeing someone (maybe to use some coping strategies etc.)?
Don't give up. It *is* a hard battle and you are far from pathetic. Hang in there, Orion! |
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Oct 26, 2006, 02:53 PM
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I've tried everything... quite literally, nothing left to try I don't think. have to go see my T tomorrow, dreading it, totally dreading it... he doesn't help, in fact he often just makes things seem worse
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Oct 26, 2006, 03:12 PM
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Hi Orion,
Sorry if it is a stupid question but did you talk to him about his 'input' not being effective or helpful... Maybe he could change the way he's going about things etc. Or maybe it might be best to look for another T if he is totally unresponsive...  But do try to be open about it when you see him tomorrow... Hope it goes well. Don't give up... (((((Orion))))) |
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#5
Oct 26, 2006, 03:20 PM
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I've walked out of the last 2 sessions early, and then thought about how stupid it was to do so
proving my stupidity once moreits not going well at the moment... I can't look for another really... takes too long, last time I was without one for months... |
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#6
Oct 26, 2006, 04:00 PM
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You're not stupid Orion.
Why don't you use this opportunity tomorrow to sort this out with him. Talk to him about you not feeling better etc. Have you told him? Does he know how you feel? If it is easier, why not write it down and either send it to him/or show him? |
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#7
Oct 26, 2006, 04:31 PM
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he knows... to be honest I don't think he knows what to do... was going well until I was honest with him and then it all went wrong.. which is seriously not what's meant happen I'm sure...
as soon as he realises what tomorrow is (10 year aneversary of my brothers death) he'll just get obsessed with that anyway... despite the fact that it all happened in the part of my life that I can berely remember... nothing ever goes right no.. in fact I lie... the universe is more clever than that... gives the impression of things going right and positive events... and then pulls it all away, causing the world to crumble and fall around you i'll shut up now I think... |
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#8
Oct 27, 2006, 12:11 AM
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11 days isn't bad. I have now not cut in 1 year 2 months, but the longest I made before that was 10 days... there IS hope
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#9
Oct 27, 2006, 08:35 AM
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ye... 3months is the longest I've ever managed. snce that time though I average 2 weeks
I couldn't go today... just couldn't do it. I rang himthough and rescedualed for next week... guess I'm lucky to have a T who'll do that really... |
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#10
Oct 27, 2006, 03:54 PM
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Hello I hope things are going better at this time. I want to leave you a hotline number to call in case you need help for the cutting, or need to talk to a live person on the phone 1-800-DONT-CUT. I am also going to leave you myail address to email if you would like. neohiodbsa@yahoo.com Take care Soidhonia
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