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Old Jan 02, 2007, 07:27 AM
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i dont like this feeling at all. i dont remember it being like this. just so suddenly like a wave of badness splashed over me. i feel so bad right now i could be physically sick. i dont know what it is that came over me so suddenly i dont get it, i dont think i've ever felt like this before and i dont like it. i want it to stop. im so shakey i want to hurt so bad hurt anything please pelase let me please
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Old Jan 02, 2007, 07:28 AM
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i just want somebody to come and hold me, please come and hold me and make it feel all better
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Old Jan 02, 2007, 11:26 AM
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(((((((((((((((Lily))))))))))))))))))

Sorry I wasn't around to talk to you. PM me if you ever want to talk, okay? I care a great big deal about you.

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Old Jan 02, 2007, 12:28 PM
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(((((((((((((((Lily))))))))))))))))

I'm so sorry to hear you hurting like this... is there anyone IRL that you can talk to about any of this?

It's funny how things can seem to just sneak up on us ... but you said that it felt like it was a wave that just splashed over you ... well the good thing about waves is that they don't stick around forever ... and as hard as it is to see it right now, this too will pass. Try and focus on the positive things in you life right now ... or try and keep your mind preoccupied with other things. You can do this ... and you have all the support of PC to help you - including me. Feel free to PM me anytime ... i too know how this feels.

One day at a time ...
Take good care
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Old Jan 03, 2007, 01:52 AM
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Sorry.

Its like it just smacked me in the head. Wow. I didn't cut, but the feeling is still there. I dont remember ever feeling like this before. Oy, I think my only issue I've ever had is sleep. It affects my mood so much on if I get enough or too little, or how good it was. I wanna be able to sleep right and I think I'd feel better. My work schedule is screwing it up though, right now. I work 5-2. And this weekend it'll be 3 days in a row. And I can never get myself to just come home and go to sleep. I can't ever do that. I'm always here, or watching TV that's not even good. Grrrr. I'm okay right now. I should be going to sleep soon. I'm beat.

TY so much. And I'm sorry.
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Old Jan 03, 2007, 09:44 AM
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good for you for making it through. Can you treat yourself to something for you for doing so well?
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