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#526
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0 days.
![]() Before last night, I hadn't done it in almost 4 years! I guess I needed to feel something since I've been so numb for so long. |
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#527
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36 hours
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#528
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Two days.
I really thought I'd mastered it this time....will I ever actually be able to stop, really stop, for good? Feeling a bit hopeless about it all. Sorry. |
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#529
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Quote:
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#530
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Up to eleven days.....
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#531
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Living alone again and without a partner or anyone who could see the marks definitely makes it more tempting. For now my mood is pretty good so I'm staying strong.
Eleven and a half months.
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"Mental wounds still screaming, Driving me insane I'm going off the rails on a crazy train" |
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#532
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Stay strong Bubbles&Buttercup! You are doing great!
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#533
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24 hours. That makes it three times this week, which is way down on the week before so when I see my T I can tell her that at least.
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#534
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Nice work, TheOriginalMe!
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#535
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4 days.
So many people asked me what I'd done to my wrist yesterday, felt like punching them ![]() |
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#537
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Yay Breadfish! Well done!
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#538
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Back down to 0
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Diagnosed with EDNOS and major depressive disorder |
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#539
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On the 27th it will be 1 year. That is the longest I have ever gone.
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#540
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Congratulations, PeaceAndHarmony! Marvelous work!
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#542
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Good job hopefulgirl!
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#543
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Few hours
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#544
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I had managed just over a week...but now I am back to zero. I knew it was only a matter of time.
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#545
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Sorry folks, back to zero. I'm cutting as well as beating now. I needed to steri-strip a cut to close it, (yep that means I have a si kit with everything I need). Hit myself so hard that I broke the rod I use. Got seriously dehydrated through not eating and drinking enough and have only been able to partially rehydate, oh and using alcohol too. I don't seem to care how far or how low I go.
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#546
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secretwhisper and TheOriginalMe, you both did well for a good period of time. Don't give up, you can do well again!
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#547
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I was almost at six months and then began a downward spiral
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#548
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1 week 1 day
Baby steps... |
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#549
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Way to go, Red75!
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#550
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Zero days... Don't know what to think of myself, but none of it is positive.
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