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#851
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Up to 24 days now. Things have been really busy but that's probably a good thing!
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#853
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Four weeks and no urges anymore either.
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#854
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just two days
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#855
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Urges.
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#856
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Hang in there Breadfish! What often or usually helps you deal with the urges?
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#857
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Been 1 day.
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#858
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Self-harmed again yesterday. So today will be Day one again if I don't screw it up.
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#859
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Thanks, Bill. I don't really know anything that helps. If I try to distract myself I just get annoyed by whatever I'm using to distract me. So I just sat it out and eventually went to sleep.
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#860
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Urges again.
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#861
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About Self-Injury and Recovery Quote:
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#862
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#864
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Can I confess that I'm fighting urges right now? All I can think of is of someone beating me into unconsciousness. I want someone to hurt me, destroy me, torture me, kill me even. My heart's racing and I feel a bit ill.
Funny as these reactions are caused by finding proof that this exactly what I deserve. I mean, my problems aren't even problems, I have no right to ever feel bad anyway... This probably doesn't make sense, but I'm trying to discharge these thoughts and make it go away. I'm such a pathetic piece of trash. |
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#865
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3.
and the place where i did it is still pretty sore as well ugg |
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#866
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#867
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29 today, but it's all I want to do right now
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#868
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Hang in there Mully! What has helped you get past urges in the past?
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#869
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Gave in last night.
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#870
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Well, rock botten mis a solid foundation for a new start.
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#871
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It's been a while since I have posted here.
It's also been a while since I last cut myself, but today I relapsed. 0 days. Although I cried a little afterward, showing that I do care, now I don't feel particularly sad. I feel normal, as if I never SI'ed today. I don't think that's a good thing :/. |
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#872
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edit Believe it or not, the one thing that seemed to help, in the moment, was vocalizing as if I were a girl. It relaxed me to act sweet and girly. I'm hetero and never wanted to be a girl, so it's odd. Then again I was reducing my testosterone to regulate sex drive, and the compounds might have also been estrogenic. Last edited by roboanxia; Sep 26, 2015 at 12:57 AM. |
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#873
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It's been nearly 8 weeks...but urges are really strong tonight, not sure that I can keep it up
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#874
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Hang in there, secretwhisper! What can help you resist the urges?
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#875
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I suppose I should just try to sleep... I think that's about all that will prevent me from doing it tonight
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