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Old Sep 20, 2015, 01:39 PM
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Up to 24 days now. Things have been really busy but that's probably a good thing!
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Old Sep 20, 2015, 02:03 PM
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i've lost count of the days, but over a month.
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Old Sep 20, 2015, 02:09 PM
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Four weeks and no urges anymore either.
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Old Sep 20, 2015, 02:48 PM
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Urges.

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Old Sep 20, 2015, 03:01 PM
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Hang in there Breadfish! What often or usually helps you deal with the urges?
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Old Sep 20, 2015, 03:50 PM
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Been 1 day.
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Old Sep 21, 2015, 10:03 AM
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Self-harmed again yesterday. So today will be Day one again if I don't screw it up.
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Old Sep 21, 2015, 10:10 AM
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Thanks, Bill. I don't really know anything that helps. If I try to distract myself I just get annoyed by whatever I'm using to distract me. So I just sat it out and eventually went to sleep.
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Old Sep 23, 2015, 12:55 PM
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Urges again.
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Old Sep 23, 2015, 04:14 PM
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Self-harmed again yesterday. So today will be Day one again if I don't screw it up.
CrazyLo, maybe you're bisexual after all.

About Self-Injury and Recovery

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Studies consistently find that reporting oneself as bisexual (or being sexually attracted to males and females equally) is a really strong risk factor for self-injury, especially among females. Being lesbian or gay does not seem to carry much elevated risk above and beyond being straight.
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CrazyLo, maybe you're bisexual after all.

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Whoa! How did you even find out about that? Interesting!
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Old Sep 24, 2015, 12:52 PM
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Urges again.
Didn't give in.
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Old Sep 24, 2015, 02:35 PM
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Can I confess that I'm fighting urges right now? All I can think of is of someone beating me into unconsciousness. I want someone to hurt me, destroy me, torture me, kill me even. My heart's racing and I feel a bit ill.

Funny as these reactions are caused by finding proof that this exactly what I deserve. I mean, my problems aren't even problems, I have no right to ever feel bad anyway...

This probably doesn't make sense, but I'm trying to discharge these thoughts and make it go away. I'm such a pathetic piece of trash.
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Old Sep 25, 2015, 05:11 AM
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3.

and the place where i did it is still pretty sore as well

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Old Sep 25, 2015, 07:35 AM
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Old Sep 25, 2015, 09:50 AM
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29 today, but it's all I want to do right now
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Old Sep 25, 2015, 10:04 AM
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Hang in there Mully! What has helped you get past urges in the past?
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Old Sep 25, 2015, 10:10 AM
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Gave in last night.
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Old Sep 25, 2015, 11:37 AM
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Well, rock botten mis a solid foundation for a new start.

I'm on 27 days, I think.
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Old Sep 25, 2015, 03:35 PM
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It's been a while since I have posted here.
It's also been a while since I last cut myself, but today I relapsed.
0 days.
Although I cried a little afterward, showing that I do care, now I don't feel particularly sad. I feel normal, as if I never SI'ed today. I don't think that's a good thing :/.
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Old Sep 26, 2015, 12:21 AM
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3.

and the place where i did it is still pretty sore as well

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I could hardly play piano for months after mine. I remember trying to raise my crippled hand in the mental hospital, failing to extend my fingers. That was 3.5 months ago, and I've only done really minor stuff since. I've gotten some ideas, but I didn't want to be locked up again and charged another seven grand ($3100 after adjustments)...!

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Believe it or not, the one thing that seemed to help, in the moment, was vocalizing as if I were a girl. It relaxed me to act sweet and girly. I'm hetero and never wanted to be a girl, so it's odd. Then again I was reducing my testosterone to regulate sex drive, and the compounds might have also been estrogenic.

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Old Sep 26, 2015, 09:30 PM
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It's been nearly 8 weeks...but urges are really strong tonight, not sure that I can keep it up
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Old Sep 26, 2015, 09:56 PM
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Hang in there, secretwhisper! What can help you resist the urges?
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Old Sep 26, 2015, 10:08 PM
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I suppose I should just try to sleep... I think that's about all that will prevent me from doing it tonight
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