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#878
Sep 27, 2015, 05:51 AM
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How are you, SW?
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#879
Sep 27, 2015, 06:25 AM
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I'm feeling better today thanks, just got a bit overwhelmed last night. Managed to get through without doing anything though so that's good
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#880
Sep 27, 2015, 06:41 AM
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Well done! Be proud of yourself.
 I'm glad you're feeling better. |
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#883
Oct 01, 2015, 03:08 PM
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a couple of hours
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#884
Oct 01, 2015, 03:25 PM
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nearly two months but lately urges have been getting more intense.
Possible trigger:
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#885
Oct 01, 2015, 03:33 PM
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Weeks, but then again I don't do it often. Yet I'm contemplating it today. No serious urges, just thinking. This disturbs me a little.
I'm in the state of mind that usually brings it on, constantly being bombarded with self-attacks. A feeling that everything about me is wrong and bad and needs to be obliterated on the deepest level - weak, afraid (and so ashamed of my fear), disgusting, pathetic, useless, worthless, stupid, why wouldn't such a person deserve to hurt or die?... Sorry. I've been crazy today. |
| Bill3, CrazyLo
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#886
Oct 01, 2015, 08:15 PM
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I guess I'm at square one. Although it doesn't seem like it....normally when I self-harm, I cut myself. Today I just hit my leg really hard several times because I got angry at myself. I'm not sure that qualifies as self-harm for me. It probably does.
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The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return. |
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#887
Oct 01, 2015, 09:33 PM
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Quote:
 Is this "leg hitting" dangerous or addictive? |
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#889
Oct 02, 2015, 12:55 AM
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It's been 90 days, but I have urges all the time.
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 What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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#891
Oct 02, 2015, 11:32 AM
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Bill,
I made a deal with myself that if I was going to cut, then I had to go to the hospital. Thing is, I have two dogs, my furbabies, that I have to take care of, so I don't want to go to the hospital, so I don't cut. The urges get bad sometimes, but I just remember that I don't want to lose my dogs. Seesaw |
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#892
Oct 02, 2015, 11:36 AM
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The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return. |
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#893
Oct 02, 2015, 11:55 AM
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12 hours.
i gave in. |
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#894
Oct 02, 2015, 12:10 PM
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ShyPoetGirl, I gather that you feel shame for having done SI.
 Remember, though, that you had a good long run, and no one can take those two months away from you. Hang in there, you can start another good long run today!(((((ShyPoetGirl))))) |
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#895
Oct 02, 2015, 01:10 PM
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34 days.
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| Bill3, TheOriginalMe
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#897
Oct 02, 2015, 03:27 PM
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Two months today provided I don't give in tonight!
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#898
Oct 03, 2015, 03:29 AM
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i'm sure you can make it! and welcome to PC |
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#899
Oct 03, 2015, 11:05 AM
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1 day.
idk though... is intentionally biting the inside of my cheek to draw blood self-harm? 
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#900
Oct 03, 2015, 12:42 PM
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2 months 1 day... I'm thinking of getting a tattoo to go over some of the older scars, this thought is helping me to not give into the urges atm
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