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Old Sep 26, 2015, 10:28 PM
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Old Sep 27, 2015, 12:40 AM
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Go SecretWhisper!

I just took more of the stuff that makes me SI. Maybe I can unleash its true potential at one third of a capsule.
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Old Sep 27, 2015, 05:51 AM
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How are you, SW?
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Old Sep 27, 2015, 06:25 AM
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I'm feeling better today thanks, just got a bit overwhelmed last night. Managed to get through without doing anything though so that's good
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Old Sep 27, 2015, 06:41 AM
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Well done! Be proud of yourself.

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Old Sep 27, 2015, 08:20 AM
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TWO days.
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Old Sep 27, 2015, 09:52 AM
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Old Oct 01, 2015, 03:08 PM
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Old Oct 01, 2015, 03:25 PM
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nearly two months but lately urges have been getting more intense.
Possible trigger:
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Old Oct 01, 2015, 03:33 PM
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Weeks, but then again I don't do it often. Yet I'm contemplating it today. No serious urges, just thinking. This disturbs me a little.

I'm in the state of mind that usually brings it on, constantly being bombarded with self-attacks. A feeling that everything about me is wrong and bad and needs to be obliterated on the deepest level - weak, afraid (and so ashamed of my fear), disgusting, pathetic, useless, worthless, stupid, why wouldn't such a person deserve to hurt or die?...

Sorry. I've been crazy today.
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Old Oct 01, 2015, 08:15 PM
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I guess I'm at square one. Although it doesn't seem like it....normally when I self-harm, I cut myself. Today I just hit my leg really hard several times because I got angry at myself. I'm not sure that qualifies as self-harm for me. It probably does.
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Old Oct 01, 2015, 09:33 PM
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I guess I'm at square one. Although it doesn't seem like it....normally when I self-harm, I cut myself. Today I just hit my leg really hard several times because I got angry at myself. I'm not sure that qualifies as self-harm for me. It probably does.
I slapped my forehead after a mistake. Day 1 again.

Is this "leg hitting" dangerous or addictive?
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Old Oct 01, 2015, 11:04 PM
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0 days because my life sucks.
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Old Oct 02, 2015, 12:55 AM
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It's been 90 days, but I have urges all the time.

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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.

Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien

Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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Old Oct 02, 2015, 03:16 AM
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Great job, seesaw! What helps you resist the everpresent urges?
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Old Oct 02, 2015, 11:32 AM
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Bill,

I made a deal with myself that if I was going to cut, then I had to go to the hospital. Thing is, I have two dogs, my furbabies, that I have to take care of, so I don't want to go to the hospital, so I don't cut. The urges get bad sometimes, but I just remember that I don't want to lose my dogs.

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Old Oct 02, 2015, 11:36 AM
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I slapped my forehead after a mistake. Day 1 again.

Is this "leg hitting" dangerous or addictive?
No, it's not dangerous or addictive like my cutting. It's just something I do when I get really angry at myself. Usually what happens is I will get so angry that I start crying and want to hit something, so I hit myself. Usually gives me a bruise. So I guess I don't know if it counts or not.
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Old Oct 02, 2015, 11:55 AM
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i gave in.
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Old Oct 02, 2015, 12:10 PM
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ShyPoetGirl, I gather that you feel shame for having done SI. Remember, though, that you had a good long run, and no one can take those two months away from you. Hang in there, you can start another good long run today!

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Old Oct 02, 2015, 01:10 PM
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Old Oct 02, 2015, 02:19 PM
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Old Oct 02, 2015, 03:27 PM
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Two months today provided I don't give in tonight!
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 03:29 AM
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Two months today provided I don't give in tonight!


i'm sure you can make it!

and welcome to PC
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 11:05 AM
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1 day.

idk though... is intentionally biting the inside of my cheek to draw blood self-harm?
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 12:42 PM
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2 months 1 day... I'm thinking of getting a tattoo to go over some of the older scars, this thought is helping me to not give into the urges atm
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