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Jul 24, 2015, 12:04 PM
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All I have going on around and around in my head is that I need to cut and it needs to be deeper each time. I'm feeling really anxious tonight and scared of what might happen to me tonight.
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 elin95, LettinG0, LonesomeTonight, PinkFlamingo99
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#2
Jul 24, 2015, 12:53 PM
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Is there anyone you can call to be with you for a while?
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#3
Jul 24, 2015, 12:58 PM
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Yes, is there anyone you can call to be with you?
if not, keep posting here .... might help distract you and stave off the thoughts to harm... Thinking of you!
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#4
Jul 24, 2015, 01:02 PM
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That's it the kids dad is out who i live with . I have a health visitor who said I can text her anytime but I know she has gone out today so I don't want to disturb her. I just really want to cut deeply. It's the feeling I get from it is what I'm craving right now and seeing blood is the best
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#5
Jul 24, 2015, 01:42 PM
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Instead of cutting, can you draw on yourself with a (red) marker? My SI method of choice is to
Possible trigger:
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#6
Jul 24, 2015, 01:47 PM
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It's the blood I want to see and the damage I'm doing to my body
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#7
Jul 24, 2015, 02:04 PM
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Is there anything you can do to get away from the knives? Take a walk, go see a movie, go to the library.. or get the knives away from you. You could put them in a box and wrap duct tape all around it.
I'm going to bed, so I won't be replying anymore today. I hope you can hold on. 
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#8
Jul 24, 2015, 02:05 PM
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Everything is upstairs and I am downstairs .
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#9
Jul 24, 2015, 03:45 PM
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I ended up cutting quite deep needed some steri strips but nothing major, quite pathetic really, just keep trying.
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#10
Jul 24, 2015, 03:49 PM
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Hello Northern88.
I know I don't know you but I used to live in Leeds. And SH. I lived in Headingley, which was a great place to be in the 80s. I know, I'm old. SH is so hard for people to understand. Bread fish gave some good advice, drawing helped me too. It's been many years now since I did that. I just wanted you to know that there are people out here who care about you. Please take care of yourself. And talk to someone tomorrow morning. Good night xx |
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Jul 24, 2015, 06:54 PM
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Hello Northern88
I'm in Yorkshire too! I have just got my SH back in control and managed three weeks without anything. I'm sure you can get there too. PM me if you want to talk. |
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#12
Jul 25, 2015, 01:13 AM
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I going to be assessed on tuesday with the acute mental health team as I am also very suicidal at times or I have a lot of thoughts of hurting my self and people.
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| LonesomeTonight, TheOriginalMe
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Jul 25, 2015, 09:15 AM
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Jul 25, 2015, 10:00 AM
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Jul 26, 2015, 06:02 PM
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Remember you can always go to A&E if you think you can't keep safe until your assessment.
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Jul 26, 2015, 11:38 PM
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I don't even know if I feel I can go to my assessment tomorrow,
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Jul 27, 2015, 01:59 AM
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What is stopping you? Can anyone in with you?
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Jul 27, 2015, 02:00 AM
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I'm anxious about opening up |
| elin95, LonesomeTonight
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Jul 27, 2015, 11:05 AM
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Just tell people what you are comfortable with. When you have your assessment the staff will ask about self harm if you can't find the words show them the cuts- that's what I did. If it was your GP who referred you then they will already know something. As you have a child they will have to ask some questions about safety, they aren't trying to put you in hospital just to make sure you all stay safe. Not turning up will make things harder so please try to go, even if you go and then don't say much.
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Jul 28, 2015, 10:39 AM
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How did you get on?
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Jul 28, 2015, 11:07 PM
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I'm so sorry your head seems to be arguing endlessly with itself. That's a feeling I'm all too familiar with. Stay strong, friend. Like the others here, I do recommend you see someone about this. It's ok to need help, and it's ok to be vulnerable.
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"Do not be deceived, Wormwood. Our cause is never more in danger than when a human, no longer desiring, but still intending, to do our Enemy's will, looks round upon a universe from which every trace of Him seems to have vanished, and asks why he has been forsaken, and still obeys." -CS Lewis, the Screwtape Letters Teen with (probably severe) depression |
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#22
Jul 29, 2015, 04:53 AM
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Hi thanks guys had to ring crisis the other day I really wanted to hurt my self and I have an appointment to see OT next week but there is a waiting list to see a psychiatrist
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| LonesomeTonight, StillIntending, TheOriginalMe
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