Trying Really Hard NOT To Cut Again!!

<font color="#000088">Thanks you guys! All those years I usually had the beach I could go to,or my Dad I could call,or be with.And last year I had just had Nico for 5 months,so he was still just a little guy,and my bloodcount was still way too low from the Hemolytic Anemia I had gotten from the interferon treatments they had to stop in May,to avoid a blood transfusion! If I would have cut,it probably would have killed me,just because of how low my blood count was already,I couldn't afford to lose anymore.I needed my little Nico probably as much as he needed me. He was my little boy,my pride and joy! Pet's can really make a difference in your life,and sometimes you don't realize it,until you have one. But he really means a lot to me, and I don't want to abandon him,and do anything stupid. He's my little angel! </font>

That's really great that you have someone you love, and who can be your motivation to keep yourself safe. Please give Nico a hug for me and tell him thanks.

<font color="#000088">I will give him a hug for you. Thanks! He gets lots of hugs from me,he's very loved and extremely spoiled! He's a happy little guy,but he gets mad when I won't give him people food that he's not supposed to have. He just barks at me for a minute,and then takes it out on his toys! He's funny that way,he'll get a toy in his mouth and start swinging his head from side to side really fast and growl! It cracks me up!

But he's my best little buddy!
I could never imagine abandoning him!</font>