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#1
Nov 16, 2015, 06:44 PM
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I need to do something bad...
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#2
Nov 16, 2015, 07:40 PM
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Hello sinking: I send warm thoughts your way with the hope that you will be able to find deep peace...
 
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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Nov 18, 2015, 07:04 AM
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Possible trigger:
sinking Last edited by notz; Nov 18, 2015 at 08:37 AM. Reason: added code |
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#4
Nov 18, 2015, 01:51 PM
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Please reach out to someone in real life, sinking, with regard to the thoughts you are having. I have been there too... more than once. Suicidal thoughts are like a pressure cooker. If the pressure builds up too much, eventually it will burst at the weakest point. You cannot keep stuffing this down... you have to "air it out"... "let the light shine in upon it..." I know how difficult this is. I've been there. If there is simply no one you can talk to, call a suicide prevention hotline, if there is one available to you. And also keep posting here on PC. Continuing to write about what's going on with you can also be helpful...
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Nov 18, 2015, 02:39 PM
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Thank you for answering. im sorry for what i wrote, it was wrong and selfish of me to post this here. i guess i was just trying to get those things out of my head and at the same time see them and have the proof they are real.
i bought something today meant to be part of my method. this too is a wrong info to say but it seems like i just need to feel the reality of it, my feelings, thoughts, myself... that they are real and i exist. i thought posting more would do me good and not go crazy, instead maybe its better if i continue ignoring it all. this cant be true. its all real and unreal at the same time. if it gets worse i'll call a hotline, i promise. thanks and sorry for posting here. thanks and sorry, i know you all are hurting so much, i wish you all the best. |
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Nov 18, 2015, 03:42 PM
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It is not wrong and selfish, I know these feelings well and I know these feelings just want to spill out of you in these moments.
It is better to vent and voice out your thoughts here than to actually do harm to yourself. It is good that you would call a hotline if things get too bad. I really hope this inner pain and longing for it will pass soon. 
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#7
Nov 18, 2015, 04:12 PM
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Please do not be sorry, sinking. It's good to get this stuff out & this is what we're all here for. Keep posting!
 
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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#8
Nov 18, 2015, 09:24 PM
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Hi, I'm following your post, I'm glad that you came back with some more things to say. I still have not much that I can tell you but 'less feeling sorry for myself', I think I just do this and it is working somehow. You came up with a method, I take it as a good news. This may sound strange but the failure happens again and again. I wrote this down to my notepad yesterday, I'm just pulling anything that could help me get out of my own mess.
I'm sorry too that I'm writing this in my confused head, but I'd like to think I'm with you supporting. Keep posting. 
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Nov 18, 2015, 10:40 PM
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sinking,
I have been there and it is a hard place to be and I am glad you will call a hotline if it gets worse and I think it was great that you chose to post the thoughts instead of letting them add to the pressure please keep posting
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Formally known as broken_one 
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#10
Nov 19, 2015, 06:38 AM
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Thanks, i woke up feeling suffocated by pain. now feeling better, having regained some sense of control. i feel better when i can rest. working 3 "jobs" paid less than a normal ONE is overwhelming. thanks again to all.
Love 
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#11
Nov 19, 2015, 04:45 PM
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To everyone, just wanted to say Thank you
. For listening, answering, supporting, putting up with me, being there.... This thread and all of you helped me a lot.  I feel like i have been vomiting all that i had inside here and now my "stomach" is finally empty and im calmer and back in control. Thank you so much  
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#12
Nov 19, 2015, 07:20 PM
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#13
Nov 19, 2015, 07:48 PM
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hey, since you're still holding up good, I got one more thing to tell you. Don't ask why and help yourself. May not work but in some other situations it may do the job. 3 jobs. I heard u. Don't let them break you next time though. G'luck.
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