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Jun 12, 2007, 12:20 AM
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112 days since I last SIed.
Damn it but it's still so hard. I feel icky internally, just want to make the outside match the inside... is that really so bad? I promise I'm not going to slip though into the pit. I can't. I promised I'd ask for help if I needed it, and I don't want to have to depend on another living soul. ... not sure why I'm subjecting anyone to my ramblings, but I guess I just wanted to put it out there.
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Jun 12, 2007, 06:11 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((((canders))))))))))))))))))))))))) How awesome 112 days. Wow. I know how hard it can be and I am so happy you have been able to resist. I hope your inside starts to feel less icky as time goes on as you are not icky at all. Know we are here if you need some support.
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Jun 12, 2007, 08:16 AM
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(((((((Christina)))))) That's a big accomplishment, congratulations! I hope soon you'll be able to be proud of yourself for it. I know the urges are hard to beat down.
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Jun 12, 2007, 11:54 AM
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((((((((((((((((((((((Christina)))))))))))))))))))))
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Jun 12, 2007, 02:58 PM
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I think we both know that trying to match the pain outside to that inside somehow just doesn't ... you know help...right? I'm with you as you are many days ahead of me... 8th day and they are just healing...
Maybe we can make a list together of things that work for each of us to keep the days clicking?
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Jun 13, 2007, 02:32 PM
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(((((((((((((((((( Christina ))))))))))))))))
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Jun 13, 2007, 09:55 PM
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You are my friend dont give Up!
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Jun 22, 2007, 12:38 AM
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I completely forgot about this post!
 (((((((((((((((((((Everyone))))))))))))))))))))))) Thanks for all of your support. Really helpful to read this right now, you have no idea. 122 days today (if I'm not mistaken). Basically 4 months! Its been hard. My one support IRL is back now, I just got off of the phone with him - 2 hour conversation. I have a verbal agreement with him to not do anything to myself until Monday morning. He plans on talking to me again then to re-evaluate the contract. Maybe this is what it takes right now, doing it because someone else wants me to not start again - and not because I want to stop. I don't. *shrugs* I'll be fine. Stay strong everyone. It is possible to do it, just one day at a time.
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Jun 28, 2007, 12:46 AM
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(((((((((((((((((Christina)))))))))))))))
I'm glad to hear that you were able to talk to your friend IRL .... that is SO important, and i'm glad that you have them as a resource. Hang in there, and stay strong. We are all here for you too
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Jun 28, 2007, 12:50 AM
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((((((((Jacq))))))))))
Here for you too my friend 
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