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Jul 08, 2007, 11:30 PM
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wow, so far in the past 144 hours, i have gotten high for the first time in about 9 months, then i almost od on prozac, i took 340mg and smoked about 4 grams of weed. and now my boyfriend who might have gotten me pregnant just broke up with me. i am so upset right now. i mean i am so upset that i cant even feel upset. and im craving for my blade so badly. i need to know im still here and that i can feel pain. because after i feel the pain of my blade i will be able to feel all this emotional pain, right? i need help, i see my t tomarrow, but i dont think i can wait until then. my medicine doctor told me i should start seeing my t every week now instead of every month, so he thinks something is wrong, and so do i. but i cant decide if i am to scared to fix it, or i cant fix it.
   
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Jul 09, 2007, 12:24 AM
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(((((((((((damajdancer))))))))))))))
I'm sorry that so much has happened to you in such a short time. Try to hold on, and fight the urge. Talk to your T, and ask if you can see them on a weekly basis, at the very least until things get better for you. Please try to take care of yourself. People care about you here.
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Jul 09, 2007, 07:26 PM
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Hello (((DAMAJDANCER))). I am very sorry to hear that you are struggling at this time. PLEASE try to take things one day at a time so you can get through things alittle easier. It is good that you are going to see your therapist once per week at this point. I tfeel that this is a very good idea since you are overwhelmed at this time and need the extra support of your therapist at this time. I hope you feel better soon. Please try to calm down and let your therapist help you during your time of need. PM anytime (((DAMAJDANCER))). Soidhonia
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Jul 09, 2007, 08:12 PM
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((((((((((((((BIG HUGS)))))))))))))))))
i hope you can feel our love!!! i'm so sorry you're going through such a rough patch!!!! i hope things go well with your t visit!! please be gentle with yourself!!!!
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Jul 10, 2007, 12:46 AM
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I'm sorry i missed your post yesterday. I hope seeing the T helped some. Please let us know how you are.
((((damajdancer)))) Loth
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Jul 10, 2007, 03:29 AM
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thanx, i saw my t today...he said i should get checked out by a normal doc. so im doin that tomarrow. i'll keep u posted
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Jul 10, 2007, 02:36 PM
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((((((((((((( damajdancer ))))))))))))
You're in my thoughts!  
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Jul 10, 2007, 06:06 PM
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hi damajdancer!
did you make it to the doctor today?? i hope everything is ok i have to go to a therapist tomorrow for the first time in like 10 years!!! i'm scared!!!!! 
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