I made plans with my sister to go swimming. I find out the day of that she decided to go to the zoo with her neighbor instead. People in my family make comments that lead me to belive that they wish I did not marry my husband. I call my grandma but she does not return calls. My other grandma is ill with alztimers and does not even know who I am. Even on here sometimes I get the feeling that I am not wanted. I think that this is stemming from my low self esteem and paranoia or something.

((((twirls)))

I am sorry you feel this way. You are always wanted here. I hear what you are saying and my heart goes out to you. I am glad you are reaching out here. I am here and listening dear. Keep posting and reaching out.

purplesecrets

[Christina86]

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I want you around! I don't know you well, but I'd miss you if you weren't here. I really would.

I'm sorry you're not feeling wanted. I feel like that a lot of the time too. Sorry about your family... family does that sometimes, and it stinks!

Do take care of yourself. You are wanted. You are loved. You are important.

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((((((((((((((((twirls)))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry you are feeling unwanted. Rest assured that you are wanted here. Sometimes families can be so hard. Please take care.

BB

((((everyone))))
Thanks for the support. I am going through a horrible time right now. I felt like I am stuck in a situation with no way out.