It has been ___ days since I SIed -- Part W!!

(((((childofchaos831)))))

I did it this morning, after I don't even know how long. I'm so overwhelmed, I thought it might help. It wasn't enough.

(((((PsychNitrous)))))

It’s been two weeks. I’ve really wanted to every day, but I’m trying not to. Tonight the urge is really really strong. Not sure if I can fight it this time.

still going 2 years 7 months. the urges are becoming unbearable that my sleep patterns are off, i feel sick and i’m getting headache. feeling trapped in this endless cycle of distress and confinement makes me want to relapse at least than i can escape the binding chains

2 days. If I haven't broke down 2 days ago, it would have been a month since I've hurt myself XD It's okay.. I was just in my room, studying for a test, and I was so anxious about failing it, and it was the first "reflex" that came to mind to cope with the anxiety. I've almsot done it unconsciously. ^^"

2 days, hoping to make it 3...

I haven't self harmed in 52 days. It's been rough though throughout this time. My last SH marks have finally gone away.

Congratulations Nike007!

One week~
Today I had thoughts about violently cutting myself though, but I did not act on them, because I didn't have access to my blades I guess throwing away/locking up stuff you use to SI is helpful.

For me it has been 3,5 years. Time flies. Scars don't. Every day I still regret that I did it. It's not as bad as I've seen on other people. Most of the scars are on locations that are standard covered by clothing. So no one knows, no one sees. Except for when I go swimming I guess. But that's not very often. And if someone asks (and no one ever does) I just say they are stretch marks.

I hope I never do it again. It's not something you can stop at once. I tried many times and at some point I succeeded (for 3,5 years, which for me is long).

One day

I’m right back at zero. I’ve turned to this to cope for half of my life now. I’m not sure why I’m still trying.

6 days since I cut.
(Not really trying to completely quit the "minor" SH. Obviously it's not ideal, but right now it's not the priority.)

Today is day 0. Little bit of head banging this morning. Gonna give this whole no self harm thing a go again. Got out of the psych ward (again) today. Nervous. Have an appt for an assessment to start DBT IOP again soon.

I had to get stitches in my hand yesterday after an accidental injury which was actually all my fault. I stupidly left my blade on my bed after cutting and then leant on it without realising until it sliced me. The problem is I still really want to do it. I’m struggling with it quite a lot right now, I’ve just had enough.

(((((whisperingskye)))))

I'm really sorry to hear about your injury and visit to get stitches.

Day 2 of not hurting myself, idk if I can make it to day 3

Best of luck with that appointment !!!

That was a good move keeping what you use out of reach.
Good job and well done!

Back to day 1

((((((childofchaos))))))

((((((((whispershadow))))))))
Sorry you're struggling. Remember, for some of us each hour is a victory.
Be kind to yourself as best as you can, you DO deserve it.

It's been at least a year!! I'm very proud of myself, it's hard to do friends. And I get urges to do it a lot but I get my mind off it by listening to music or watching funny videos instead.

3 years and five months