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Old Mar 27, 2018, 05:09 PM
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About 3 or 4 days... can't remember exactly but can look it up in a journal later. Have been IP 14th thru 24th, but was banging my head in there.
Just checked... it's been 6 days since any self harm. Really having urges today though. Luckily I have a friend staying with me one more night... but I'm kinda on my own for tomorrow night...
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Old Mar 27, 2018, 07:20 PM
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Old Mar 28, 2018, 04:16 AM
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maybe about a week. I feel dumb and ashamed of everything so I want to cut now.
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Old Apr 08, 2018, 01:14 PM
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Child of chaos, it sounds like you've held out really well when feeling unbelievably awful.
Good job. I hope you are feeling at least a little better.
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Old Apr 08, 2018, 01:16 PM
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5 days ! Which is nicely surprising, since I had a big big panic attack today, and I usually use self-harm to cope with my anxiety issues.. But today I did not hurt myself, even though things were tough XD
It's a long time since your post but sounds like you've shown huge courage.
People like you inspire me to keep going.
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Old Apr 08, 2018, 01:17 PM
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Old Apr 08, 2018, 01:21 PM
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I haven't been able to visit for a while but I think of people on this thread often. Life can be such a struggle. Hugs for everyone who needs one.
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Old Apr 08, 2018, 04:57 PM
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One day. One of them looked kind of bad but it seems to be healing (hopefully well).

I like this thread....
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Old Apr 08, 2018, 09:50 PM
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One day. One of them looked kind of bad but it seems to be healing (hopefully well).

I like this thread....
Hopefully it will be 2 tomorrow.

Im rooting for each and every person in this thread. I know how hard and painful this all is. So I just want to say- you are all brave for trying this. And I wish the best for ALL of you
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Old Apr 11, 2018, 03:08 PM
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One day!
Well done! We can only do it one day at a time. Each day is a victory.
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Old Apr 11, 2018, 03:48 PM
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Heading into day three. Hopefully this lasts.
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Well done cogladaid Hang on in there. Here's to day 3.4 and day 4.
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back to the start again
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Old Apr 12, 2018, 08:49 PM
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Two rough days
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Old Apr 14, 2018, 11:06 PM
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Just got out of IP this morning... third stay since mid February. When I got home, I somehow had an urge to throw out my sharps... and surprisingly am not severely anxious about it.

As for how long, I think it's been since Thursday, so 3 days now.
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Old Apr 15, 2018, 11:42 AM
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Four days! Yay!
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Old Apr 17, 2018, 06:39 PM
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I had over 4 years, and now I'm at 3 days. Feeling like a complete failure.
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Old Apr 17, 2018, 09:46 PM
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I had over 4 years, and now I'm at 3 days. Feeling like a complete failure.
You shouldn't. Relapses happen all the time. It's the same with addictions. People make you feel bad for it, but there's no one to blame, especially not yourself.
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Old Apr 18, 2018, 03:52 PM
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Just got out of IP this morning... third stay since mid February. When I got home, I somehow had an urge to throw out my sharps... and surprisingly am not severely anxious about it.

As for how long, I think it's been since Thursday, so 3 days now.

Well done childofchaos! I hope you can feel better so don't need so much IP!
I admire the courage you show.
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Four days! Yay!
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I had over 4 years, and now I'm at 3 days. Feeling like a complete failure.

4 years is a triumph. Congratulations! Way longer than I have ever managed.
Clydeblack is right, you can manage another long run.....one hour and day at a time.
I hope you can forgive yourself for an understandable slip.
Be kind to yourself as best as you can. You really DO deserve it, whether you feel it or not.
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10 days. Feeling depressed lately again so it’s been hard.
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Old Apr 20, 2018, 10:49 PM
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Midnight will make 9 days, and I'm going to bed now, so basically at 9 days. Y'all keep fighting!
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Old Apr 22, 2018, 10:38 AM
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