55 days today!!! WOOT!!!!

Ok, so its been a rough couple of months, even rougher due to not working, BUT i am happy to report that thanks to my mothers never ending support, sitting on the phone with me, and journaling, and of course YOU guys here, I am 5 days away from two months.

Im happy. the thoughts are still there, but im successfull so far.

I hope you all have a good day.
Colleen

that is great colleen... i am so glad that you have the support of so many people... i know how hard it is to stay safe... lyn

Thanks lyn,

Please let me know if i can help. im more than willing to try. and I will be available if you want to pm me.

stay safe,

I care,

Colleen

i am hanging in there colleen... just a bit tired of the fight... thank you for your support...lyn

Keep it up lyn. you can do this. if I can you can.

Im still here. if you want to chat.

Colleen

That's great - congratulations.

--splitimage

Thanks, im hoping that the further away i get from it, the better chances i have of not doing it again by working on it. I have my mother and you guys to thank for keeping me away this long.

So a big THANK YOU.....to all of you...and lots of love to my mom.....shes awesome!

Colleen

I'm way happy for you and glad your mother is there to support you!

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Yay, Colleen! Congrats - you rock!
kiya

Yay!!

Congratulations!!

Thinking about you!
Oh and as Kiya said....

kiya abby and christina.....

Thank you guys sooooo much. might not be online too much tonite, asthma is kickin my butt.

Thanks again. you guys rock!

Colleen

sorry your asthma is bad

WOOOHOOOO!

((((((((((((((Colleen)))))))))))))

That is awesome! You are seriously an inspiration ...

Thank you my friend. IM sorry we havent been in better touch.

Day 3 is great! keep it up. I will PM you later.

YOu take care.

Colleen

colleen,
nah - i don't rock. i'm on day one again. but more importantly, i'm watching out for the BIG waves than the lttile ones.
YOU ROCK. you. It's all you!

The national news actually said that today (must be today, i guess...maybe it is next monday?) is what psyds call suicide monday because this is the MOST chosen day to do that i guess. So extra super hugs and support to everyone in here - and stay vocal. we can't support if we can't hear ya.
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Thanks kiya, you need to just to keep on keepin on. You will do this.

YOU WILL DO THIS.

Take care,
Colleen

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YOU are so much stronger than you think, Kiya, and I'm sending lots of warm and gentle and non-threatening HUGS your way tonight!

Today is Day One ... please concentrate on <u>that</u> and not on any days in the Past. Honey, none of us can change the PAST! But we <u>can</u> change the FUTURE when we <u>learn</u> from the Past. LIFE is a marathon, Kiya, not a sprint! All you can do is try to put one foot in front of the other, try one minute at a time, and keep trying to move forward!

You can do it! You've already started ... today really is the first day of the rest of your Life. When you need help, show your STRENGTH. Come here ... your friends will help you! And, IMHO, so will the Big Guy. All YOU have to do is ask and TRY ... nobody can ever ask more of you, Honey. Just TRY!

GoodMama

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WTG, Colleen ... that's fantastic and SO inspirational! You're TRYING and you're SUCCEEDING ... and I know you're getting stronger with every day.

Keep up the good work!

GoodMama

colleen... you are doing wonderful.
kyia... remember it's not a failure...but an opportunity to figure out what is going on...your doing great too... keep your toes in the sand...ok? lyn

thanks GM and lyn. i'm in a pretty weird space right now.

Kiya, how are you today? I want to help. we need to get you further away from SI little by little. Just keep plugging away. Its going to be ok. we are all here with you. I promise.

Anything I can do? Youve helped me out of a lot of funks here.

Colleen

thanks colleen - right now, si is better than the alternative. it will pass, these cycles always do... in time.

Kiya, youre right it is better than the alternative.

I dont want to trigger you. I want to help. pm mei f you need help.

Colleen

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Sending you lots of gentle hugs, Honey ... if there's anything I can do, please let me know. Your friends are here to help you ... and I'm one of them. And never forget The Big LADY is there for you always. :-)

GoodMama

Congradulations on the hard work and great progress. You Can Do IT!!!