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May 29, 2008, 09:37 PM
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I don't understand it..I truly don't!!
I'm happy yet deep inside I am crying and there is this empty feeling All I keep thinking about is my next cut..about those dang knives in the kitchen. I should be happy..excited but I'm not..I'm having a huge freakout..I was supposed to go over to a friends house tonight after kindergarden graduation..we've had a little gettogether planned for a few days now..a little goodbye party before we both leave for washington d.c. tomorrow.. I called and cancelled I made some lame excuse. Why am I doing this..I just keep telling myself what a loser I am and how all these horrible things are going to happen on my trip. I keep thinking about how guilty I am..I really really hate me right now. I just keep failing..tonight is going to be rough.. |
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May 29, 2008, 09:41 PM
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(((((((((Silversparrow)))))))))))
You can do this. Can you make a list of reasons *not* to cut? I know it's hard... but it might help. Or maybe make a list of things that make you happy (that are positive) and then try to do at least one or two of them? I'm sorry you had a freakout. You are not a loser, and it is normal to have anxiety involving trips and planning/thinking about the "worst case scenario" but chances are... nothing bad is going to happen. You are not failing, you are struggling. That's okay.
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May 30, 2008, 12:27 AM
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((((((((((((((((silver sparrow))))))))))))
use those wings to fly girl!!! say good bye to all these things and hello DC!!! An adventure! The best to you! kiya
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May 30, 2008, 08:07 AM
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((((Silversparrow))))) You can do this, believe me I know it is hard, but lets take a deep breath together. One day at a time,even one minute at a time if you need.
 
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May 30, 2008, 08:42 PM
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yeah - breathe!!!!!!
(((((((((((((((((((you))))))))))))))))))))
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Jun 02, 2008, 08:36 AM
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((((silversparrow))))
i hope your okay today babyg xXx
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Jun 06, 2008, 03:14 AM
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it sounds like u are or were having a hard time i really hope you can put all the bad things behind u and enjoy the time spent doing fun things on the trip tc me friend and best of luck
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