[Fuzzybear]

I cut and cut .... but the blackness is still inside. People tell me something but then the rules change. I am not sure I want to do this anymore. Life I mean.

take care,
Fuzzy

[SweetCrusader]

Fuzzy my dear,

The blackness is still inside because cutting doesn't make it go away. Cutting is a temporary fix.

I am SO VERY sorry that you are in such pain. I wish you would let us in so we could be of more help to you. We all love you so much here.

(((hugs for the sweet bear))))

Angela

Fuzzy....breath... you are okay.. and you are loved! You are wanted and honored. You are special to all of us. What could be more loveable than a fuzzybear? Not by chance that that is your name

[Bummy]

All I want to say is thank you for being here. I don't know you and you don't know me, but thank you very much for being here.
I have a friend who cuts. I worry about her all the time. Reading over your posts (since I have seen other posts you have made) I have come to a better understanding of what she is going through and for that I just want to thank you. I hope you keep up the good work on trying to stay cut free!

[Zenobia]

{{{{{{{{{{{Fuzzy}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Is the blackness inside or is it outside fooling you into believing that it is in you? You are a beautiful person who radiates warmth in your words to all of us. You are filled with light and love.
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[SweetCrusader]

I LOVE what Carrie just said, Fuzzy. She is right!! That blackness is on the outside.

You're a fuzzy bear- you only have soft squishy goodness on the inside and all the special and good things such a lovable sweet bear should have.

And THAT is why cutting doesn't make the blackness go away. Hmm... That is such a beautiful thing to say, Carrie.

I loves you guys LOTSES and LOTSES

(((((group hug))))))

Angela

[Zenobia]

I take back what I said. Oh dear Fuzzy waht is wrong with us? I feel the evil one looking out my eyes. I feel it wanting to control. It gets a smart *** grin and it wants blood. I want to believe what I said. That we are light inside and the blackness is on the outside. Things that other people have given us as we grew. But this thing in me is not light. It struggles to be free and it giggles when it breaks loose and it is malicious and horrible. I feel as if I must give it what it wants from me or it will take what it wants from others and it will distroy me. The fight hurts. My chest hurts my head hurts I can hardly breathe. please save me.
carrie

[jetblackaura]

(((((((((((((Fuzzybear))))))))))))

I'm sorry you are going through such pain. I hope it gets better.

You're in my thoughts

Claire x

[Fuzzybear]

Thanks everyone, I love you all,
Fuzzy xx