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I feel so out of control of myself...
It feels like my emotions are running the show, something they never get to do, I am always in control..but now that my emotions and moods are runnig wild I have no control...and the urges are horrible..I just want to so %#@&#! bad, because I can always control my SI. I'm so shakey here latley my nerves are on high end, I've been working way more than I should because work is my only escape, call me a workaholic but I can contorl work too...I just need to be in control... I want this so bad, yet I don't...I just need some relief...but not like this.. I just want all of this to go away......I need this but it's so bad for me.......... |
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Im sorry. It sounds like you are fighting the si urge. Thats good. I wish I could give you the perfect answer and make it all go away. I just dont know what that would be. I guess I can say that I care, I am with you and your not alone. I know support over the internet isnt the same as in real life, but sometimes its all we have. I have no idea how i got through last night it was the most horriable urge I ever had. It can be done and the feeling can go away for a while, thats all I know. Riding it out seems to be so very hard, It can be done and please be safe.
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Silver, are you considering therapy yet?
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