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Sep 05, 2008, 12:33 PM
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Not good today, not at all.....Im in need of support today, just sitting here contemplating whether to cut or not and its not looking good right now...im so lonely and hurt.
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Sep 05, 2008, 12:45 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((((Purple))))))))))))))))))))))  be good to yourself. you do not deserve to be hurt anymore. |
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Sep 05, 2008, 12:51 PM
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I'm here to keep you company if you need.
Take some time to look after yourself, rather than add to your hurt.
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Sep 05, 2008, 01:54 PM
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Thanks ! Still sitting here just beating myself up, Im feeling worthless and feel like im invisible lately everywhere. Just wondering if I am even real anymore, or am I just a figment of someone's imagination..maybe i am. Trying to hold the tears back today but its not working and the urges are all around me.
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Sep 05, 2008, 01:57 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((( purplebutterfly ))))))))))))))))))))))))
What can you do besides sitting there? Sometimes if I can change my environment it helps. Usually if I go outside. Don't hurt you. You don't deserve to be hurt. It's okay to feel your feelings - you can cry and be sad and be mad and be lonely. It won't last forever. I promise.
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Sep 05, 2008, 02:08 PM
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Nothing is working today and I should just go with the urge, maybe tonight will be better, but i doubt it.
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Sep 05, 2008, 02:18 PM
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SI...that stands for self injury...not self improvement...you know this,,you bare scars...from the cuts and from the pain that moves you to injure... But you also know that by talking about it,,with us,,with your professional support and most importantly with yourself,,that by self injuring you will be continuing the pain and shame cycle... By resisting and seeking the seeds to this "need" to self injure,,,you will be breaking the cycle and begin to heal. You are NOT invisible and you are not part of my perceptions,,you are real,,you are important and you are worth every keystroke you make,,, We will listen because we need to hear every word,,every prayer and every solution. It is why each and every one of us is here...to Love you and by doing so,,to Love ourselves. Please keep talking and hang on... With care, Lenny
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Sep 05, 2008, 02:30 PM
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(((((((((((( purple )))))))))))))
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Sep 05, 2008, 02:37 PM
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Thanks Lenny!! I needed that boost! I will try to hold on a little longer. Thanks for being honest with me, and letting me know that I am not invisible, i tend to think im invisible lately maybe because im trying to isolate myself from everything and everybody in some way but still wanting to be visible to others- if that makes any sense. my moods are erratic lately. wow...i walked away from finishing this post for just a minute or two and i can back and my mood went down further- am i really that messed up that i can switch back and forth from depressed to even more depressed- my head is spinning- sorry im rambling and not making any sense and everyone is prolly laughing at me right now or thinking im really crazy.
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Sep 05, 2008, 02:38 PM
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((((((((((Fuzzy))))))))))))))) Thanks for your support!
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Sep 05, 2008, 03:15 PM
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Sep 05, 2008, 04:23 PM
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Hey purple I like Andy!!!!! the forecast calls for NO CUTTING!!!!!! be good to you...
Hi andy! welcome to PC...... |
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Sep 06, 2008, 01:00 PM
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Thanks for the warm welcome, Cthomas.
Last edited by sabby; Sep 06, 2008 at 03:00 PM. |
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Sep 06, 2008, 09:00 PM
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((((((((((((((((purple))))))))))))))))))
Take care of yourself! You do not need to cut and the urge will pass. I agree with others, you do not deserve to hurt more. Thinking of you. |
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Sep 07, 2008, 02:26 PM
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(((((purple))))) how are you today??? lyn
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Sep 08, 2008, 06:33 AM
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It's really not a good time for anything. I am nothing but a piece of **** and who the **** really cares-im ranting im yelling im screaming im i dont know what i am anymore!!! i just want it stop!
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Sep 08, 2008, 10:11 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((purplebutterfly)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I hope things improve for you soon. Thinking of you.
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