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Jan 11, 2005, 11:56 AM
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I had one of the most powerful days yesterday where everything seem "unreal". I felt like a little girl again, trapped and unable to escape.
The dreams don't stop with the average of 3-4 hours of sleep I am getting. I was glad to have felt so ill yesterday as I could sleep. But my sleep is not the kind I so desperately need. Filled with horror, so strange how one can feel back in the place of hell. So I cut and really did not want to stop. But I did eventually. The urges are still so strong. I can't fight this. I feel so alone even though I am not in reality. How can one have so many around yet feel so alone? There is no where to run, no where to hide anymore. I can't hide this anymore. Justy
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Jan 11, 2005, 12:20 PM
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I'm so sorry (((((((((((((((Justy))))))))))))))).
I really hope things improve for you soon, i'm so sorry you are going through this 
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