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Dec 30, 2008, 10:43 PM
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IM SICK OF THIS ********!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate it. I hate being me, I hate how I drive everyone away, I hate how I cant ask for GOD DAMN help when I ****ing need it. Im driving myself insane I dont know what to do with myself. I dont even know why im writing. I dont know what to write I just need to rant since I CANT TAKE IT OUT ON MYSELF SEEING AS A CERTAIN SOMEONE MADE ME THROW MY SISSORS AWAY. I hate this rage I have inside me I need to lash out Im so ****ing mad with myself
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~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you  ~Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
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Dec 30, 2008, 10:56 PM
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Sorry to hear you're struggling right now. I know it's hard to make healthy choices when things seem so intense but don't beat yourself up for feeling the way do. I know that feeling unhealthy can make us feel weak, inadequate and shameful but there's nothing to be ashamed of. I just want to thank you for all the help you have offered others in your long standing with this site and I hope to share some of the same wisdom that you have most likely shared with others. Sometimes it's hard to see it when we are in the chaos of the moment, but I wanted to let you know I am here and hope you find some peace soon. I hope you will reach out in whatever way necessary to be safe.
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I have wandered the darkness, a place I call home, for a long time looking for peace, and there is peace even in here. I hope I can help you find your peace. |
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Dec 30, 2008, 11:21 PM
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Thanks for your reply. I dont think I can take this any longer x
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~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you ~Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
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Dec 30, 2008, 11:39 PM
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Is there anyone you can call, friends, family your treatment program if you are in one?
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Dec 30, 2008, 11:50 PM
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By the way, I checked out the link in your signature, I hope you won't mind me saying I can relate to no one in my life really knowing how unstable I am. I am the one everyone leans on. My whole family knows I am Bi-Polar and suffer from several other issues including but not limited to anxiety disorders and agoraphobia. But they see this facade I put up so others don't pity or judge me. So not only do I have my issues to deal with but everyone asks me how I beat my illness to be so stable... if only they knew. I am exhausted from people's expectations of my beating the odds... I haven't won the war... just keep fighting each battles as they come. I guess what I am saying is if no one knows you aren't feeling well they can't find a way to help you through this. Hang in there. This will pass.
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Dec 31, 2008, 01:42 AM
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Quote:
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-Helen Keller "Risk! Risk anything! Care no more for the opinions of others, for those voices. Do the hardest thing on earth for you. Act for yourself. Face the truth." -Katherine Mansfield |
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Dec 31, 2008, 12:31 PM
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Quote:
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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