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Feb 02, 2005, 05:21 AM
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I don't know if I should post or not. Lately I feel this sense of being overwhelmed with my bf, group therapy (PHP), my family, bills, my probation, etc. Last night all I could do was cry and I wanted to cut so badly. It took all I had to not cut. I'm really struggling. I don't think anyone has any idea how overwhelmed I am with all this on my shoulders.
My bf got a new job...I should be happy for him but I'm not. I'll never get to see him! Maybe I'm being selfish but I really don't care. We don't get to see enough of each other to begin with...I haven't seen him since last Friday...which seems like an eternity to me. I'm also having trouble keeping up with going to work. I'm always worn down...I get up at 3 am to be to work by 4 am. I'm on a cleaning crew. It really sucks. I don't know what else to say....my meaningless rambles...
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Feb 02, 2005, 11:39 AM
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{{{{{{{{{Lexi}}}}}}}}}}}}
If you need some support, I think you should post. I'm glad that you reached out and let us know that you are hurting. I'm sorry that you're hurting though. If you can, try not to feel bad about the way you feel. SC keeps telling me feelings are not good or bad - they just are. You're definitely not the first person to be sad because her bf got a job he likes and that means less time to spend together. And if your job doesn't make you happy, maybe it's something you need to do right now, but can you think of things that you could do to improve that situation? Maybe you need to accept work where you can find it, but are you still looking for something that would be better for you? What would you like to be doing in time if you can do anything you like? What can you be doing now to make that happen?
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Feb 02, 2005, 03:40 PM
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((((((((Lexi)))))))))))
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Feb 02, 2005, 04:00 PM
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((((((((((((((((((Lexi))))))))))))))))))
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Feb 02, 2005, 07:06 PM
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*hugs* please keep posting!
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Feb 02, 2005, 07:52 PM
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((((((Lex))))))
I'm sorry things seem overwhelmng right now. Hubby has a "job" I'm not thrilled with...but I'm trying to be supportive. I know how hard that is. I hope things improve soon.
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