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(((( SBD ))))
(((( freewill )))) Please know that I care. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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(((((((((( SB&D ))))))))))
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Sorry I missed this post yesterday. Gentle hugs to you. ![]() ![]()
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<font color="blue">To all the wonderful caring people out there. I wish I had a few more minutes cause I do need to open up to someone and who better than my friends here. I know the whole world sees the words but I don't really care right now. Nothing is the way it's supposed to be and I have to go off to work. The whole world is upside down. Remember 9/11?? Yeah, that's how it feels only it's my internal building that was hit. I really have to go. But wanted to say that your responses of fellowship gave me enough kindness to get me off to work today. Big Hugs in Big Sadness, SBD </font>
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((SBD))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry you are hurting so much right now.
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((((((((((( SongbirdandDaisy )))))))))))
I'm so sorry it hurts right now. We're here... KD
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((((((((( SBD ))))))))))))
I am here. I care. Gentle Hugs, Jan
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I still dream and I still hope, therefore I can take what comes today. Jan is in Lothlorien reading 'neath a mallorn tree. My avatar and signature were created for my use only and may not be copied or used by anyone else. |
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I'm too displaced to go into specifics. Basically, everyone inside feels they have been rejected, abandoned, and mislead ~ So now they won't trust. The Protector has locked everyone behind a barrier and it's very lonely and hurtful without them. My T did something that was within his boundaries (there is no ethical concern - icky that was hard to write but necessary). But it left everyone feeling like they are just another client and felt rejected as a person which is what always happens (I know, All-or-Nothing). Daisy is so upset that she hid George (her stuffy that replaced the one bad dad took away) and hid George away and I have no idea where it is. She is afraid someone will take George too. She's also afraid that T doesn't like her anymore because she trusted him and now she thinks it's because he knows about the bad stuff. Daisy "ran away" and it's very lonely without her. She and I are "co-operating" and I feel my inner child is gone. The Protector is really mad because he warned T but T convinced him it would be okay. T said I presented as I did the first session but was confident that we would all get through this. There are lots of barriers put back up, shielding everyone from further hurt. It's strange how empty I feel without that chaos of the others being around. I DON'T LIKE IT! And things have really been falling into place, lately. Sure there are bad days but thriving is what we have mostly been doing and it's been good. Now I'm up against a really big wall and I don't have any rope ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((SBD)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Sometimes during healing we are so fragile that it doesn't take much to trigger us into hiding. It is very scary and it doesn't seem like everyone will ever come out again. I hope soon Daisy finds it safe enough to come out and continue to heal with your therapist. I am sorry this happened. Please take care.
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